Next day was second Sunday of month, means group study day!! Im always excited for it.. I woke up at 6am (its rare for me to wake up this early) I bath in the morning, I usually bath at night but today is special day,im going to confess to him. I wear blue t-shirt to match dekisuki (I usually wear yellow) . I style my hair with my mum curler. Then I apply perfume to smell nice. I pack my books. At 8 am I leave the house. When I reach, I knock on door. Shizuka opened it. She was wearing yellow dress (she always wears pink or blue) . I went inside to find everyone sitting and studying. I saw dekisuki.. He was wearing yellow t-shirt. I blushed. Gian said, "you are late..as always" Dekisuki said, "it's alright we just started" I wanted to sit besides but she sits between me and him. I think she loves him too. As we all are studying, I couldn't focus on anything but him. The was his brows frow when he concentrate. The way he smiles. 3 hours later we all are on a break for 30 minute. Dekisuki said, "I'm making cookies wanna help me" I smiled and said, "y-yes" As we both are preparing dough.. I think it's perfect movement, "dekisuki I want to tell you something" He lookes at me. I froze, my heart racing, "I thin- " Shizuka enters, "guys I'll help you" She was standing too close to me.dekisuki said,"what we're you saying again?" I said, "I think I added to much sugar" I lied. He tasted it, "it's perfect" He said. , "im tired I'll sit with everyone" I went to his living room where everyone is sitting watching movie . Gian wispers, "guys dekisuki and shizuka are in relationship" I froze. It cant be!! , "do you have any proff" I said. He said, "they both are wearing yellow. They say next to each other today and shizuka was wearing dekisuki jaket that day.....nobita you should quit on shizuka she is taken by dekisuki...you should not come between them...let them be happy" He is right I should let dekisuki be happy. They both came and dekisuki announced, "cookies are ready!! Nobita taste it" My eyes were already welled up with tears, I could breakdown at any moment. I managed to say, " I'm feeling sick ...I'll go, bye" And with that I left. At home I took out my diary and wrote 'I was ready to tell him I love him... but I guess I was too late.
-nobita'