I saw the way she stared at Bryan. My friend is a hopeless romantic, she looks at him and her eyes get all goey and she smiles silly.
I wonder how he hasn't caught on, cause it's so blatantly obvious. Maybe he's just ignoring her , or hes to immersed in his own world.
I once told her to carry her love and go, if she wasn't his playstation or football he would never notic her.
But I swear he's so dumb, even if she had "I love Bryan" writing in bold letters across her forehead, the mindless ediot would still not notice, I had no idea what she saw in him.
One time I told him to his face "you know Chissy likes you?" And he said 'who?', the guy doesn't even know her middle name!!.
I never really liked anyone, my heart never really spoke to me, and I guess it's good I'm learning how to listen to my head, because if I listened to my heart instead, I'd have broken down a long time ago.
To be honest, I questioned myself if I was even straight, because I started loosing all hope of ever finding my someone special, until he walked in.
It was a rainy day in school that day, and this transferee student walked in, we got to talking, and I found out he had the same name as me.
The rain got increasingly heavy that day, and I was so lost in watching it, but out of the corner of my eye I saw him looking at me, and that was the day I fell in love, and the day I also fell out of it.
I saw him walking with a popular girl, Zayn, and rumor started spreading that they were dating, and he didn't deny it.
I thought we had something special.
But him being with her wa right, with me? Not so much.
I don't think I'll ever believe in love again, especially love at first sight.
No one can ever love me back.
I'm not loveable.
Smiling through it all?- that's MY life.
That night I came home, I wasn't even sad, I was just lost in thoughts.
I got home that night, picked up my journal and wrote, I wrote to the only thing that would listen.