The lonely roads that I looked on forever
I thought being alone made me clever
With my own hands the bonds that I severe
Keep my other self hidden show them? never .
The curtains I've pulled on myself with the lever
I realise that I have this strange fever
still have to make sure that I am not the deceiver
Don't want to be the blasphemous disbeliever
To show my true ugly monstrous form
Should I break the most important norm?
And let the monster transform
But afraid iam, of the sins he might perform
He will bring about destruction and deform
The very feelings that I use myself to warm
He shall bring with him a storm
The blood spilled in his wake of violence
Followed by the deafening sound of silence
Can he bring justice and the needed balance
But even a beast like me needs a candle
Even carnage and chaos needs an angle
They too require a reason and a handle
The need of peace in this entire scandal
I realise even that demon is looking for something to hold
Someone to bring warmth to his cold
Someone who will not fear and fold
Someone whose soul is not yet sold
Someone who can see his heart in gold
Someone who can take care of him when he's old
He will never find love he was told
But that revelation didn't make him worry
It didn't make him race nor did he hurry
Cuz he knew on the highest branch grows the sweetest berry
He still waits today in the state of vary