It's been a week since the amber alert, no, nothing happened, nothing happened all week. The sun was shining, people were out having fun, and yes, I did get fired, but because I didn't attend work all week with no good excuse. I was being a coward about this hurricane that didn't even happen.
So ive been applying. Sitting on the couch in the living room, with my laptop in my lap, I was scrolling through different job applications and information.
Dylan came suddenly, sitting next to me on the couch, he startled me.
"What're you doing, Jos jobless?"
He laughed at his own nickname that didn't even make much sense.
"What?" I said
"Dude you're so lame, anyways, what are you doing?" Dylan said
"I'm looking for jobs to apply at." I muttered, while dylan laughed.
"Are you high right now? Dude you know you can't get a job when you're stoned every day." Dylan claimed
"I was high during a few interviews that went through fine." I said
"Well you got fired from all three of those jobs, didn't you?" Dylan said
"But it wasn't because I was always high dude." I said, a bit annoyed.
"Whatever, you need to go out some more, man." Dylan stated.
"And what does that have to do, with me getting a job?" I asked
"Dude, I'm changing the subject, smartass. Like I said, you need to go out, quit looking for jobs for a minute, and look for matches on a dating app or something! Go out and get women's numbers!" Dylan said, which made me groan.
We talked about my relationship life, which was mainly just because I'm single, and has been single for years.
Eventually, Dylan left the house, he said he had a date with his girlfriend, Naomi. I hate her, I hate him, I was just so angry now, I didn't know why, they both are just, so stupid! I stood up, setting my laptop on the coffee table, and walked into the kitchen, looking in the fridge.
I grabbed a bag of grapes, closing the fridge, and proceeded to start eating the grapes. I kept thinking about every time Dylan had to just, lecture me about being single…I was thinking about why I'm single.
I don't know why! I groaned, and put the grapes back in the fridge, I walked to my room upstairs, it was around 8PM, and I was high, and tired I wanted to sleep, so I got undressed, and laid in my bed, closing my eyes, but with how high I am, it felt like a roller coaster, I opened my eyes and sat up, sighing.
After a few minutes, I got up, and started to pray, not for anything directly, but a prayer just to end my day, and thank God for multiple things he's done. After praying, I went downstairs to the kitchen, getting ice water, I walked back to my room and turned on the fan, and opened my window, leaving my door open as I got back into bed, I drank from my cup, and set it down on my bedside desk. I took a deep breath, taking a sip of my water, and then laid down, eventually managing to close my eyes calmly.
I fell asleep.