From the start my reason of existence was been denied in this world. The world conscious that made promises of wealth and glory never told me that life would be so hard. I want to rest. Too tired of carrying forward. Hope dashed and razed to the ground over and over. I have nothing left but an empty shell.
Seeing the people I cared for pointing there swords at me in the next round. Just a different choice has lead to such outcomes. Been betrayed and betraying others has become a nom. Who to trust and who to kill has become something that's no different frm breathing.
The thoughts, optimism and hope I once had has been crushed into so many pieces that they can never be combined. I'm me yet I'm nothing but an empty shell. That's been driven by the promise I made.
Do I truly want to die?
Do I truly want to leave everything behind and disappear from the world as nothing more then speck of grain?
If asked in my early rounds I would say no. But now I just wish for peace, for this hellish cycle to end. Too tired of been the only one to remember. Too tired of been alone. The feeling of emptiness is killing me more then anything.
What exactly am I living for? Those people who don't even remember who I am? Or what I did for them? What I had to sacrifice for them?
Damned be the world. And Damned be those who neither remember me nor care for me. From now on my only purpose is to escape this cycle using any means necessary. Even if it means ruining this world.
To me the appearance of him was a hope. Hope that I am not alone and I can escpae this cycle.
He's family, he's hope, he's blood and away out. After experimenting on each other we figured quite few rules. Exchanging our knowledge in each lives. Coming from the same lineage we learned quite few forbidden magic.
So what if the world shuns us as long as we are able to escape this cycle everything worth it.
The longest both of us ever survived was till my 26th birthday. Him been ten years older then me. So for him it was 36th year at max. No matter how hard we tried we couldn't live pass that age.
The rules we learned while death as every step were:
Don't try to kill the original protagonist directly, you can kill them indirectly through others hand or schemes but never directly. Or the more painful death will await.
You can change the twisted story back to its original form but the premises is the that the impact of authors protagonists must be worn off little by little.
Like if the protagonist does something wrong everyone thinks they are right because of authors settings, then you just have to show the world little by little they are wrong.
Take baby steps rather then big jumps.
Make people who have influence come out of author's setting or change the person on post. Most of the other characters can be replaced within reasonable means and bounds.
Everything is bound by reason. If something happens without reason it means it's unatutal.
The world is based on logic even the magic has to realistic to be used. Two ways to use magic, by understanding it's principle to the core, or by having a strong imagination that believes in there magic. Another would be through use of devices. Those aren't common.
And the most powerful magic, ability I can get is by making every race obey me. So now I have to get them on my side one way or another and am going to use everything that was available to me in all those past lives.
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After leaving the ritual ceremony. Sebastian prepare immediately we are going out. Before the ruler sends his men to lock us.
Moves in fast paces, starts running.
Shouting luficer get ready we are leaving this place soon. Get your things ready. A tired looking lucifer comes out from the room, rubbing eyes and yawning where are we going?
To travel*mischievous grin*.
You always said we never travelled nor roamed any place together so let's enjoy our vacation in this life. Grabs him by hand and pushes him to the clock room.
Pointing from one end to another pack it all up in your space it should last us years till we come back. Also don't forget the money. *shouts lucifer *.
I won't goes to the other room and packs up all the valuables, gold and money.
Sire I'm done packing. Alright. Good job Sebastian.
Lucifer come here.
As soon as I finish saying this gaurd burst into the room. Capture them it's the lord's order.
Lucifer is by my side and Sebastian on the other. Grabs there hands and teleports us to outside of the empire lands let's roam this place. Lil uncle.