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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5: Trauma I Felt

Ava POV

I blinked my eyes at what had happened; the fear clinging inside couldn't help me but get frightened.

It had been two months now after the incident, and today was the day to end it all.

I took a deep breath while knocking on Alex's office door; countless times I kept on knocking, the more I got the memories of the last time I saw his face.

"Come in." Finally, Alex pulled his voice up from inside, and I smiled with anger.

I slid the door open, and it made a crack noise before walking inside.

My eyes wandered in shock, seeing his sexy side chick on his lap. Tracy didn't care who was in the office, she kept on rocking his hard rock with pleasure.

Immediately, Alex's eyes merged with mine; his hands pulled Tracy out in fear. While he adjusted his clothes, with a shocked look.

"Why are you here?" I watched Tracy's lips as she laid those words, her hands folded together with her legs ready to get into a fight with me.

"I'm not here for you, but for him," I said while rolling my eyes with anger.

A little laugh curved out from Tracy before she moved closer to the bookcase on the wall side.

Her hands wrapped around the books in it, as she kept on finding what I didn't understand.

"Why are you here? Aren't you tired?" Alex asked me, as his voice pulled me off my stare at Tracy.

"I'm here..." Tracy interrupted my words with her hands on a book.

"Are you here to take him? He doesn't love you; what's next? Do you need from him, harlot?" Her words felt like heaving stones.

Instead of feeling inferior, I felt like the side chick among them.

"I'm here to give you this," my gaze on Alex, while I walked toward his table while dropping the file.

Alex stared at it for the fourth time before staring at Lucy and then at me.

"What's this—a sort of threat?" He cleared his throat and folded his legs together on the table.

We are divorcing!!!

Just as I was about to sign my pride with happiness, their laughter made me jerk off in anger.

Alex made a strong laugh, following Tracy, her eyes wrapped around me while she kept on staring. I could see her veins pumped out, while she kept on clapping.

"What's funny?" I asked again, not wanting to hear any of that joke.

"You're asking me that? Can't you see you're fooling yourself?" Tracy said while she headed toward me.

Her hands lifted to my hair while patting it with a smile.

Don't!!!

She lifts her hands off me before staring at me for the last time as she heads toward Alex and sits back in his seat.

Her hands wrapped around his shoulders, while she placed a wet kiss on him. Alex reciprocates the kiss, hungry, with his hands pulling down her waist.

She moved her waist forward while kissing him passionately.

I stood there without uttering any words, each time I watched them. The more I felt I was loved alone, the more he never loved me, nor did he care about me.

"What have I done to deserve it..." Tears dripped down my cheek as the words fled from my lips as they sounded out loud.

Alex turned in my direction with his hands still on her; his gaze wasn't pleasant.

"You're still here?" He asked again, the words pierced into my chest, making me cry more. I couldn't hold the tears anymore, my eyes becoming blurry, as I wiped the wet tears off.

Tracy lifted her body off Alex as she pulled the file to her view. While viewing every bit she could get, she stopped halfway while she stared at me with a smirk before focusing on the file.

"Could you believe she had the guts to order you to pay for everything she risked for you toward this job?" She said smoothly, pulling Alex's hands on her boobs as he stared at it.

"Risk what exactly? When I did the job by myself," Alex said, without staring into my eyes.

They kept on going busy with their stuff, while I stood there sweating and watching them like a stalker.

A few minutes had gone, and I had no choice but to pull my legs off and rush toward the door.

"You better... meet me at the court," Alex's voice pulled out.

I couldn't feel the need to glance at them while I rushed outside the office straight to the street.

My heart shattered in pain, hitting it as air filled my lungs.

My hands wrapped around my white handbag while I walked as if I were drunk.

My weak legs helped me to speed up to the house, I had to rush and pack everything I could find useful.

After countless hours of waiting for a cab, I hopped into one I got.

The fresh breeze flew down my face, wiping my wet tears, as I held my face with my hands while the car drove.

A few had gone; I finally waved at the driver before walking down to Alex's apartment.

Everything seemed odd to me; many memories flew down to me as I glanced at the old car beside his apartment.

I could remember the time, and Alex and I were drunk as we made out in the middle of the night behind the car. The more I kept on remembering, the more pains dug down my chest, pulling me to slow down.

The building stood there waiting for me to be welcomed, as I drew my legs inside the building. While rushing toward the elevator and pressing the number 23.

I took a deep breath as the door slid open, giving me a better view of hope outside the elevator. The blue light shone directly into my eyes while I rushed toward his apartment.

My legs went faster than I could think of. My hands scrabbed on the door handle while I placed the card on it; it opened smoothly.

The aroma of his room felt weird; my strawberry perfume wasn't inside anymore. But that's banana perfume, inhaling it more while I glanced at the parlor.

The portrait of him with his engineering uniform was the picture I took for him years ago before marriage.

Many will despise me; we dated for more than 3 years before getting married.

Just as I rushed into the room, I observed my pictures being removed from the wall.

A knock pulled out, making me jerk off as I squeezed my legs together.

My legs got too heavy to move, while I kept on closing my mouth with my lips.

I decided to get some courage; it might be Alex and his co-girlfriend.

My legs itched as I walked toward the door.

"Who are you?"

The silence fell inside the house as no one answered.

"If you don't speak, then I wouldn't open the fucken door"

"Please, is this Miss Ava??"

What!!!

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