CHAPTER 1
Life can be so "complex and complicated. "
in one way or the other, no body ever had it all easy. Life is just like a tossed coin, it can either turn good on one face, and bad at the other
we all face and react to the complicated aspect of life differently.
I wake up everyday, trying to Make each day count and Make the best out of my life.
It's also said that when life "trows you Lemons, you make 'lemonades' out of it.
I intend, not to only make lemonades out of it, but as many "Jars of lemonades" as i can make due to what life has always trown at me.
Nobody ever knows whats gonna happen in the next minute, what turns your life gonna take, what kinnda friends you r gonna meet on the way, and the Impacts everything summed up together is gonna make on you.
My Name is Sonia, and this is my story…
I cried as he inserted his di*c in as this was my first time ever having an intercouse, the worst part of it was he is a stranger someone i had been speaking with for over a year with online.
On getting to see each other physically, we had an intercouse.
Alot of things ran through my mind as he was still on me.
why couldn't he wait atleast till the following day? of course i know i had agreed on it with him before i came, but can't he just at least be human enough to let me have my rest since i was so tired from the long Journey i had travelling from Rivers state down here to Lagos state? and on the same night still had sex with me and also right on the same roof his mum laid. Him not putting that into consideration made me feel like he is a selfish person and that was a red flag for me. But being someone very introverted,naive, very young and shy, I kept mute, and still decided to let it slide and keep going.
I Know you all must be wondering why a17 years old girl would or what I'm doing in a strangers place not just that, but let him have sex with me.
Like i said previously my name is Sonia..
FLASH BACK TO YEARS EARLIER
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I was borned into the family of Mr and late Ms Federick Okoro.
I am 17 years old, average in height, light skinned in complexion and thin.
I'm a very beautiful young and intelligent young girl born into a family that is not well to do, and all i just want to ever do was to help my dad.
My Mum past away before i was a year old therefore, i never got to know her not even a picture of her was shown to me,as her pictures was said to have vanished into thin air.
well, i wouldn't blame my daddy, my mum is a though person herself.(i will share more about mum later on and how i found out about her).
So, when i was was still little, i often fall sick and due to my sickness, i didn't get to join my mates in Nursery school i often stay at home and wait till they get back from school.
Then i will often disturb them e. g my cousins, in other for them to atleast put me through what they have learnt in school. They are the only ones i could easily speak to. They are always happy to do help me out and as time goes by, we became best of friends.
I continued that way till after about two years later, then i was almost 8years old when my Uncle named Mr Joseph who happened to be my dads younger brother came for a Christmas visit.
Before now, i often speak to them on the phone but had never seen them due to distance. They usually come are during Xmas for holidays.
On this particular december when they came visiting, my aged grandma who often takes care of me due to her illness and can nolonger take care of me, pleaded with my Uncle and his wife to take me with them and of course, with my dads consent.
Thats the only way she feels like i can have a better life and Education,
My stepmum wasn't even helping matters out, as she never liked me. how wrong my grandmother was as things went into a different direction when I got home with them.
After 1week, when my Uncle and his wife has overstayed their holidays and wsys about heading back to their base in another state, the wife helped me packed a few clothes and foot wears. I had my bath and off we go.
My Uncle and his wife leaves in a two room clean apartment, they had no child uptill thieir early 40s. Therefore, she is partially happy with me staying with them.
the wife must have been happy at first when i came to stay with them.
she took care of me at my first and second month, but afterwards she started changing towards mewhen i was enrolled into a primary school (primary 2) cos i looked bigger than my age as of then.
After school hours, i will treak back home, change my cloths and then join my Aunt at her work place.
Speaking of my Aunty's Job, My aunt is a Baker. Technically, She works in a Bakery.
I will work with her till night before going back home.
Things started getting tough for me when her attitude towrds me gradually changed.
She will often time when I'm supposed to be back at school and join her at the bakkery to assist her and whenever i am a minute late, she will order me to kneel down as she will wipe me.
after that, i will still go back home fetch allot water into the drum until it gets filled up, not just that, i will also go to the market almost every day after school, cook, wash and package food inside flasks then bring them back to the bakery for them to eat.
All these weren't easy for me as i will not only do all that in my uncles house, but also in my Aunty's Mother's house.
By the time all these things where happening, i was already 11years old.
Life was extremely tough for me.
I just have to endure it all for the sake of my Education.