I hate my self , from the beginning and I killed the one I loved the most .Every life I meet him I always kill him ,I turned him into a monster ,I also harmed our child,i am wicked ,I regret it because I am the real monster.
This was how the story begin .there,there down in the woods I Vivian followed my grandpa to get some herbs ,which my mum and aunt will take to the market to sell . My mum goes to the market to sell herbs with her two sisters ,who are my aunt and I am left alone and I have always wished I couldn't be so lonely but i am .my cousins won't even play with her , am just a seven year old lonely girl with the same routine everyday but something bothers me which is that my mum told me to always stick to my grandpa when we go fetch the herbs ,which only grows deep in that woods .I do not really get what it was but my mama said I should not talk to strangers on the way besides I have never seen anyone when I go with my grandpa to get the herbs.
One day I was going with my grandpa to get some herbs but I heard my name and turned back to see a little girl about my age .The little girl came close to me and I also saw a guy that maybe looks about a ten years older than me because he is tall
"hi am Mary ,can you play with me?"
the little girl said which I gave her a look of whose this
"Oh he his my brother, Zayn " Mary said and her brother just rolled his eyes and left ,he looks so handsome and cool.
"Sorry ,have got to leave,my grandpa is waiting for me " I said and ran after my grandpa.After we took the herbs and went back but i didn't see the Mary and her brother .
I got home and was so worried because of the boy i saw earlier,I feel he his really handsome but he's got something I am really attracted to which are his eyes,those eyes where so beautiful and blue color but the blue looks calm as the sea and I feel pleasure and pressured ,when I look at those eyes i get a feeling I couldn't understand because I was just a little girl
Hi baby " I heard greet me which did startled me
"Hi mama"I was brought out of my thought and went to hug my mama.i have always been my Mama's best gift and my mum is very protective of me even my grandpa is also very protective of me, people said I am too cute and innocent which will make people love me but my cousins sure are very jealous of me .
"Mama ,how was your day" I cling to my mum's neck ,I loved this woman so much
"Good baby " my mum replied with a huge smile but we heard a knock on the door and mum steadied me on the floor and answered the door
"Hi ,mia" my aunt smiled and was looking at me and mum. I have two aunt and they both gave birth to boys and aunt Stella was married to a man who lived in the city but they divorced and she realized she was pregnant and had to come back to her father house which was in the woods,her son Raphael is ten now ten years and doing fine.
"I got this for Vivian because Ralph broke her dancing toy ,so I got to get another one . Vivian am so sorry" aunt Stella said and gave me the dancing toy which looks nothing like my toy ,I seriously didn't get why does guys hate me.
" Don't worry aunt everything is fine am not hurt at all ,I am Vivian" I said and my aunt couldn't help but kiss me maybe because of how lovely I was even my other aunt love me and buys a lot of gift for me.
My other aunt has two sons and one is kinda rude and that Joe and the other is gentle and he is Bruno , she also sells herbs like my mum and aunt Stella , I calls her other aunt "aunt Seb"because she is is aunt Sebrina
"Vivi darling,am so sorry, Ralph is a .... U know" she said with a smile which got all of us laughing because of her expression .
I was running deep into a dark woods and I saw an old lady but I didn't really see her face ,she told me to run that the monster is coming for me,which I was running and I saw tiger at my left ,a snake at the left ,a lion at my back and a human which face was not visible but with red eyes and a cross knife which he brought closer to chook me and I screamed and my eyes opened my eyes which got my mama hugging me and she was like
"Vivi are u okay,it just a nightmare baby" she said and I was panting as of I ran a marathon race
"You had a nightmare dear ,were you frightened by the Lion and snake" she said and I never wondered how she was in my dream ,I just nodded and hugged her as if my life depends on it. I was then sang to sleep by my mum and she said "no more nightmare" and it was true, there was no more nightmares I slept very peaceful.
I got up and the space beside me was empty,my mum always leave very early in the morning and I sometimes sleep while waiting for her at night but she will still leave .
"Vivi,have this milk and drink it all "my grandpa came in with a glass of milk,he his seventy years old but still looks strong
"Grandpa good morning"I stood up and collected the milk
"Are you going with me to get the herbs"