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Chapter 34 - The Abyss of the Mind

The air around them grew still as the final remnants of the shattered realm faded into nothingness. The only thing left was the steady, rhythmic sound of Ethan's breath as he stood tall, defiance burning in his chest. The darkness that had been closing in around him receded, but it left behind a scar—a wound that throbbed deep within him, one that had no immediate remedy.

Alessia stood beside him, her eyes wide with concern, but she said nothing, giving him the space he needed to collect himself. She knew him well enough by now to understand that he wasn't the type to be overwhelmed by anything for long, but this trial—this Gauntlet—was unlike anything they had faced before.

The figure, cloaked in shadow, remained motionless before them, its mask still hidden in the depths of its hood. Ethan's pulse quickened, knowing that the trial was far from over. What else could the gods possibly throw at them?

"You have passed the first test," the figure said, its voice cold and distant. "But the path ahead is fraught with challenges, each one designed to tear you down and test your resolve."

Ethan tightened his grip on his weapon, his mind racing. He had conquered his own mind, faced his fears and doubts, but what was next? Would he have to confront his deepest desires or perhaps something even more terrifying?

The figure tilted its head, as if reading his thoughts. "You have come far, Awakened. But the true test lies ahead. Are you prepared to face the very essence of your soul?"

Before Ethan could respond, the ground beneath them trembled again. The air around them shimmered as the landscape transformed. No longer were they in a barren wasteland, but now they stood at the edge of a vast, swirling abyss. The air felt cold, oppressive, as if the very atmosphere was drawing all light from the world.

Ethan's breath caught in his throat. This was no ordinary abyss. He could feel it—a deep, empty void that seemed to call to him, beckoning him toward it. His Divinacea flared within him, instinctively urging him to move, to do something. But he couldn't.

"Step forward," the figure intoned, its voice louder now. "You must face the abyss within your own soul. It is the only way forward."

Alessia stepped forward, her expression hardened with determination. Ethan followed suit, though his heart pounded in his chest. The abyss before them seemed endless, stretching downward into darkness. No floor. No end. Only emptiness.

A sudden, jarring thought broke through Ethan's mind. This was not a physical test. This was a trial of the soul—an internal journey that would strip away everything he thought he knew about himself.

"Do not fear the abyss," the figure said, its voice almost reassuring. "Embrace it. Let it show you what lies beneath your surface."

Alessia's hand found his, her grip firm but supportive. They stepped forward together, the abyss pulling them in with an almost magnetic force. Ethan's pulse quickened, his feet dragging as though the very weight of the darkness was trying to hold him back.

The world around them seemed to distort again, blurring into a whirlwind of colors and sounds. He closed his eyes, but even in the darkness behind his eyelids, he felt the pull—the pressure—of the abyss, as if something deep within him was rising to meet it.

The air around them shifted, and suddenly, Ethan found himself standing in a familiar place. A place he had long tried to forget.

It was the old hospital. The sterile, white walls. The beeping of machines. The faint smell of antiseptic. And there, lying in one of the beds, was his mother.

Her face was pale, her eyes closed, her body motionless.

Ethan's heart skipped a beat. This was the moment—the moment he had been running from for so long. The day he had failed her.

He walked toward the bed, his hands shaking as he reached out to touch her hand. "Mom," he whispered, his voice breaking. "I couldn't save you. I couldn't fix it."

But as his fingers brushed against her hand, it grew cold, lifeless. He recoiled, his throat tightening as guilt flooded him once more.

"You failed," a voice echoed from behind him, sharp and accusing. "You were too weak."

Ethan spun around, his heart pounding in his chest. The figure stood before him now, its mask still unreadable.

"You failed when it mattered most," the figure said, its voice colder than before. "You couldn't save her. You couldn't save anyone."

Ethan's knees buckled, and he collapsed to the floor. His chest tightened, the weight of his guilt nearly suffocating him. All those years of training, all his attempts to heal people, and yet—when it mattered most—he had failed.

"Why did you even bother?" the figure continued, its voice laced with mockery. "You're nothing more than a healer. A fixer. And you couldn't fix the one thing that mattered most."

The words tore through Ethan's resolve, breaking him down piece by piece. His own self-doubt, his deepest fear, echoed through his mind, louder than ever before.

But then, a flicker of light sparked inside him. It was faint at first, barely noticeable. But it grew, brighter and warmer, pushing back against the suffocating darkness.

Alessia's face appeared before him, her voice cutting through the fog of his mind. "Ethan, don't listen to it. This is a trial. You can't let it control you."

Her words, her presence, snapped him back to reality. This wasn't real. This was just an illusion—a test of his strength, his will. He had faced his fears before, and he could do it again.

"You don't get to control me," Ethan whispered, his voice stronger now.

The figure laughed, but there was no amusement in it. Only disdain. "You think you can overcome me? You think you can overcome yourself?"

Ethan's hands clenched into fists, his resolve hardening. He wouldn't let this test break him. He wouldn't let his past define him.

"I am not weak," he said, louder now. "I am not my failures."

The figure stepped back, its mask twitching as if it were uncertain. But it did not fade. Instead, it loomed closer, its presence pressing against him like a physical weight.

"You cannot escape the truth," it hissed.

But Ethan stood tall, his heart burning with newfound strength. "The truth is... I am not my past. I am not my failures. I choose who I am."

The world around him began to shift once more. The hospital, the guilt, the fear—it all faded into nothingness, as though it had never been there at all. The abyss receded, and the arena returned, its desolate landscape replaced with the familiar tension of the trial.

The figure before him faltered, and for the first time, Ethan saw the mask crack—a deep, jagged line splitting it in two. And then, with a burst of light, the figure collapsed, vanishing into nothing.

"You have passed," the voice resonated, echoing in the vast emptiness. "But the journey is far from over."

Ethan took a deep breath, his body trembling with exhaustion, but his spirit alight with a newfound strength.

He had faced the abyss, and he had overcome it. But there was more to come.

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