What is a demon? A smart person? or someone who is evil ? but then we just have more questions what's evil? hurting other? but when you hurt someone else for a good reason its not evil?
Well I think evil is just the hole in things but again I also think one is evil when one them self thinks there evil if you don't think your doing anything bad how are you evil? Its like someone killing a lot of people to do something good you should not feel bad for doing something like that...
At least I would not feel bad you know i always had these thoughts every since i was young what if I killed my father? what if i killed my mother? what if i killed everyone in my family and well even if i did have thoughts like this I never did any of them because well I would not get anything out of it...
My family was more useful for me alive then dead plus it be too much trouble hiding their bodies anyway my early life was like that just had a few thoughts nothing else...
And then teenage years come by and go I don't understand emotion... or well no I do have emotions like lust, love, happiness, and other emotions but I don't understand them I feel like there so useless... but well as fate had it I fell in love and well that was funny it did not last for even 3 years...
The First love of my life dies after we married just a few months ago how did she die? no i did not kill her why would you even think that? but well she died in a car accident and well I did kill the man who was driving the car that hit her later and that's why I ended up in jail for the rest of my life and that's why I ask
what is evil?
What's evil? Hurting other?
When you hurt someone else for a good reason that's evil?
What is a demon?
Because if I had another chance I would not keep the demon inside me chained...
I break everything kill everyone get so stronger nothing matters if only I had one more chance I show this world what is true Evil...
Hahhahahaahahah I laugh at my hope I knew it was hopeless but I still had hope how useless and while laughing I feel my heart beating faster and i stop laughing and hit my chest hard I knew it i was having a Heart Attack!
And I lay there trying to say something but failing trying to do something failing and for after a second I stop wiggling like a fish Because i realize how weak I must look right now at least in my dying breath I stay strong let the demon out...
And closing my eyes I let all the thoughts which I kept deep in my heart out of my mind is pure chaos without thinking I started to bang my head on the wall getting the attention of the Guard nearby and the Guard yelled at me But i don't stop I keep smashing my head on the wall...
Till the guard opens the cell and walks In trying to stop me and check up on me and just then I grab his neck and jump at him with everything I have got and I bite his nose off the guard screams on my face but I grab his gun and then...
BANG....
I shot the guard on his neck and stand up and I hold my chest I was no longer having a heart attack... maybe because of the adrenaline rush but for a second chance, I seem to have let my thoughts out...
That night I go and kill everyone I see till I was out of jail and the second I walked outside the door
BANG....
I got shot right in the head by some cop and I fall down and well all I had were these thoughts even when I was born and even when I was about to die... oh but I did not lose No I won...
*After his Death 3 minutes later when the police station was covered with cops and well just when the news cars pull up BOOMMMM... its seems someone had left all the explosives and booms inside the police station active...*
And it was a calm wind going though my hair? Was I in heaven no I know I am supposed to be in hell after the crap I did at the end of my life at least...
I slowly open my eyes and I was on the ground on grass I shake my head a little and sit up and I look around and wow I was in the woods somewhere and I look at my self I was not wearing the cell unform anymore weird...
I crawl to the near by water stream and I look at my self and when I look at my self I don't see my face I see a face of a young man who seems a little beat up huh? what is this I woke up in a different body in what seems like a different world...
hahaha hahaha I started to laugh once again this was my second chance my true second chance hahaha
After laughing a little I wash my face with the water in the river and smile as I sit down under a tree and Look at my self trying to find anything on me and I find a book! it looks really old like something they use in the ancient era.
'And without thinking I opened the book and well wow it was just a bunch of what looks like Japanese and Mandarin... thankful I learned a little bit of Japanese just for fun in my past life and I started to read the book'
And after a while I realize I could barely read anything but form what I understand this is a well "Diary" which is good for me if I can find anything about this world...
xiù ...
form what looks like that's my name it's also the only word that keeps coming up again and again in this book.