VISPLANE OVERFLOW
'Lacey's Nightbar', 11PM
As we stumbled through the concrete pathways, conversations continued freely. The bottles we brought with us, being consumed quickly as we slowly reached the club. Having a strict zero tolerance policy for any 'BYO'
"Aye, Robin! Your unc's was askin bout you just before, you good cuz?"
The bouncer I knew quite well, 'Kenny Che'. We all called him 'K Che' for short. A good friend of my parents, being my father's co-worker from back in the day as a meat processor. Being good friends with him for fifteen years and counting.
"K Che' my bro! How's it homie?"
Dapping him up as the rest of the group looked on in awe, Tye the only one not being phased as he'd been introduced to him before, simply looking on in admiration.
"Yeah cuzzie, same shit aye. These guys your group?"
Looking back to the group as he asked, all of them were still bewildered as to how chummy I was to him. Giving them a look of 'i've got this'.
"Yeah bro, they're straight as. Just looking for a top up for the night. Unc's working right now still?"
"Yeah cuz. He ain't getting off till closing tonight. Gotta give him a ride home"
Noticing Tye as he said that, same admiration as both as he slowly realised.
"Tye? You back with this egg?"
His voice both shares a sense of joking intent and a subtle sense of seriousness. Both laughing as they finally exchanged hugs, Tye, whispering into his ear as they did.
"Who else is gonna look after this mess brotha?"
The rest of the group, still waiting in anticipation as me and Tye made our statements.
"Get on in there cuz, Tem's just came back from his break"
Funneling in through the front door as our clearly beyond state of sober beings gave into the situation at hand.
Rose, having heard the music blaring through the club's stereo system, immediately grabbed David's hands to coax him into dancing with her. His beyond flushed face and stiff stature made it more than obvious that he wasn't exactly ready for this situation.
Arun, sitting down on the first closest bar stool available, gesturing one of the staff at the bar to give him some kind of alcoholic shot, evidenced by his hand movements, cash in hand as he did.
Me and Rebecca, sitting on the opposite end of the bar as Arun, our intentions much more the same as my mind quickly thought and wondered, no more burdened by the quells of my anxious mind.
Freedom.
"Aye neph!"
A more than familiar voice reached my ears as another bartender entered through the left of my vision.
It was my uncle Tem.
Walking back into the scene, a fresh bottle of vodka in his hand as he went to replace the now empty one behind the counter, swiftly popping the cap and twisting a free pourer on the top. His face as energetic as always, being the type of free spirited, anything goes personality, saying it how it was and is. Constantly mingling with the rabble that came and went during the night.
"Yo 'T Doxx'!"
Shaking hands between the counter as we sat on the far left barstools, his face full of excitement, always happy to see family enter his vicinity.
"I'll grab y'all a beer in a second bro!"
Going to pour the bottle in his hand into a shot glass now vacant on top of the counter, the other girl next to him swiftly took it over to Arun as it was filled. Exchanging currency fittingly, failing to mention he was one of our motley crew, slight jab at him perhaps. Not like it mattered to him anyway, as he seemed calm and composed.
Handing me and Rebecca two lagers as we sat there, elated in harmonious unity, 'Diary of Jane' by Breaking Benjamin playing in the background as I took a second to look back at Rose and David. Both still on the small dance floor behind us, mingling with the crowd still within these walls, talking and laughter ensued.
….
Forgetting who I was for minutes at a time, I was altered. I was… quite different…
…Yet a familiar feeling…
…Why?
Give up and give in to me already
"So neph! What you been up to?"
Rebecca now firmly attached to my body as we sat out in the beer garden area of the establishment. Cigarette in my hand, glasses of beer on the table in front of us, Tem beyond them as he sat on the opposite side.
"Same old shit as always. Mom tell you much?"
Laughing as he reached into his pockets to find a lighter.
"Nah nah. She hasn't talked to me much more since me and Pam had our moment aye. Kids didn't take it well either"
Lighting a blunt he had in his mouth, the smell hitting the air almost instantly as he exhaled outward.
"...Can I grab a hit of that?"
Rebecca suddenly woke up from my shoulder, leaning into the smoke like the vice ridden angel she was. God's sinner made whole.
Giving her a nod, handing her the substance once staining his lips, her face overjoyed with excited angst.
My mind still ran empty. Empty from any of my anti visual demons. Screaming 'fuck them all' loudly enough to suppress their vicious claims to my sanity.
Rebecca, now exhaling the same pungent smell as before, handing back the now halved in size white stick being thrown around between us three.
"Good shit right? Better than that shit Zil throws around these days, you still talk to that dude?"
"Ugh, don't even get me started on that cunt"
Both laughing as they talked, familiar already with their situations.
Familiar…
It's too late darling
–MEMORY ERROR .4684.76–
…
Finishing in her mouth as I breathed heavily, hands stuck to the bathroom walls surrounding us as I looked down. Her face still attached to my body as she gulped down the last remnants of my fluid being expelled.
"Fuck you're good. Ugh, fuck. Swallow it all bitch"
Wiping her mouth as she slowly went to stand back up from being below my body.
"...Don't tell them about this, okay?"
Kissing her neck as she stood in front of me, feeling her body heat, tasting her sweat as I did. Familiar with her skin already. Her blood red face moaned in pleasure as I had my last moments with this beautiful, divine being.
"...Can we just get back in there already?"
Libido surrounded my mind. Having a sense of going in further, if not for this somewhat exposed and obvious setting, time away from the rest of our group not exactly helping either.
"Fine. But I'm fucking you next time no matter what, got it?"
Cry for me, thank me later
"Yo Tem! Gonna head out in about ten, still need that ride back?"
"Yeah bro! Be there in a minute"
Standing outside the now closing pub, cigarette in hand as I went from inhale to exhale. Uncle Tem sitting next to me, everyone else having found their own way home. Walking away as I was the only few drunkards left here, conversing before our minds faded away.
"Aye neph, just wanted to say something real quick to ya"
Tem, putting his hand on my shoulder as he leaned in closer to me. Mind being fully far gone.
"I remember when I was like y'all young's, used to slang dope for a couple of bad bros back in the day"
Yup, mom told me that much already.
"Being young brings questions. Most of those you can't answer. Most of those you won't ever answer"
Lamplight illuminating this one moment as he leaned me closer in.
"You'll make mistakes. You'll make problems. But keep this in mind my cuzzy. Learn. You've got a brain, so learn. You've got a body, so learn. It's all about seeing it first and knowing it second. Cos how can y'all learn it if ya don't feel it first aye?"
Petting my back as I took a toke from the cigarette in my hand.
"Don't sweat the small stuff neph! It's all about what ya do now. Fuck the past. Keep ya head straight and work on what ya gonna do now. Don't think, don't worry, just do. Do until ya get it right!"
"...Yeah I suppose so"
Face still wet from the tears that were running down from my eyes before the conversation had started.
How or even why I ended up here still eluded my mind as K Che' parked his car next to the now closed up building behind me, silent and blank.
"Sure you don't need a ride back? Ain't an issue for K Che', he lives close by your place anyways"
Tem holding my shoulder, kneeling next to me still sitting on the pavement, hands clenched toward my thighs, still trapped in my mind.
"... I'm good. I'll call a taxi. Don't worry about me"
"No worries cuz. Ain't gonna let ya dad know about this so don't worry. Just get back safe aye?"
Entering into K Che's midnight blue Mazda 323 as he took one last concerned look at me, the car driving off into the distance of the now virgin morning.
Knowing damn well I wouldn't call a taxi, I stood up.
Alone.
Empty.
Go ahead, thank me now
You asked for it after all
See you soon darling
"WHY!? FUCK OFF! SERIOUSLY! I NEVER WA-"
-SBNB.MP4 CORRUPT. CAN NOT OPEN-
9 AM
'You asked for it'
Words in my brain, now resonating thoroughly. Regaining consciousness to another jaded morning. This one, feeling far more insidious than usual.
"What the fuck just happened?"
Going to grab my phone, probably having slipped down onto the carpet as it usually did with every night out. Looking down from the mattress as I searched.
But this wasn't the same carpet I had felt countless times before reaching for my phone.
It felt different, my own bedroom floor feeling softer, less rigid than this one.
"Phone's over here dummy!"
A familiar voice, one of a carefree demeanor and tone. Slowly regaining my vision as I started to understand that sentence being said and who had said it. Standing naked in front of me, a mug of coffee in her hand, long, red hair flowing down onto her skin, eyes looking at me intimately with a familiar scent of peach and apple perfume still permient.
"...Rose?"
A smile on her face as she pointed to the wooden desk behind her, seeing her large breasts float around as she did.
"Wouldn't expect ya to remember anyways!"
Laughing as she went to sit down on the mattress I now found myself laying on in utter and sheer confusement. Putting her mug down on the desk in front of her and reaching for a bottle of half drunken whiskey. Feeling a dreaded sense of something familiar coming back into thought with a vicious intent, full of revenge for what I had done hours before, knowing this feeling all too well. Yet this time, being more piercing and sudden. Time standing still as the demon of dread came rushing back into my head, surveying the situation, letting me know full well of the situation at hand.
Oh great. Here we go again.
Go ahead. Say your ramblings and get back to stabbing my mind why don't ya.
HAHAHAHAH
RAMBLINGS? PLENTY I HAVE!
FOR YOU HAVE LOST THY PRESENCE OF THOUGHT!
THIS MAIDEN YOU REFUSED TO ACKNOWLEDGE
Well actually I did have the though-
FOOL!
SHE NOW HAS SEEN YOU IN A STATE MADE MOST VULNERABLE
WHAT WILL THY DO? SAY? SPEAK? SPEAK NOW FOOL!
Only just realizing now I was just as naked as she was, only being scarcely covered by the small black blanket over me, barely holding my manhood back as I saw her flesh in full beside me.
"Don't worry dummy! We didn't do anything serious last night! I just like not wearing anything when I sleep"
Taking a hefty swig from the bottle now in her hands, going to wipe away the dribbles from her face as she slowly put the bottle back on the desk.
"Besides, you were wasted last night. Good thing David likes you!"
Laughing again as she leaned onto me, still laying down on the mattress we were situated on. Her breasts touching the thin blanket holding us together, jiggling profusely as she did. Seeing those long nipples drag across the outline of my chest, her butt arching over the horizon of my vision. Screaming in my own mind as she leaned in closer to me. Why? What? How?
Alcohol?! Are you still there?! Answer me!!
0097541001'
No backup this time. Shit.
Rose, now leaning into my ears as I lay there, lifeless and pale.
"But I thought about us fucking after I gave you that blowjob last night. I couldn't stop thinking about it. My pussy was so wet"
Her teeth bit my ear before she leaned back suddenly. Laughing hysterically as she did. Her free hand now went in between her hips as she exposed herself to my eyes. Her lips below were soaking wet as she gave proof to her statement before.
"See? Still is!"
Reaching inside herself, moaning with pleasure as she did. Swiftly sticking her finger inside and pulling it out. Juices sticking to her skin like thick strings. This wasn't the Rose I thought I knew. This cute personality I had started to know. Her cutesy demeanor, now turned lustful and full of intent. Her eyes swarmed with desire. Desire for me as she had made her statement known. God could only help me understand this situation as I asked her.
"... You gave me a, uh…."
"Blowjob? Yeah. I swallowed your cum. It's what you wanted right?"
Saying it with a less than subtle air of seduction as she licked her lips, almost taunting me to focus on her body. A build made attractive enough for most men. Slightly chubby stomach, curvy backside with breasts big enough to satiate any pervert's desires.
Okay, first off…
HOW!?
Second of all…
WHY!?
Before I could even answer the billions of questions in my head, she thrust her now lubricant soaked fingers into my mouth. Having no choice but to taste her, as a confused and barely awake human as I was in this moment.
"It's what ya wanted right? To taste me?"
Pushing her fingers away from my mouth as I sat up, gagging as I did. The smell of her inner walls hit me like a shock of pepper spray. Blinding my eyes and mind as I tried to study this taste.
"...N….No? I mean… did I say that?"
Her face, now full of concern as she looked at me.
"...Oh I get it. You're trying to save face for her aren't you?"
Anything but sex was on my mind right now darling.
Sighing as she went to reach for the bottle on her desk again, her naked body on full display on top of me as she did. Taking another sip and holding it in her hands as she looked at me, smile on her face, eyes looking into my own with fever and emotion.
"Makes sense. She liked you first after all"
Finally thrusting herself off me as she went to the pile of clothes on the floor beside us. Picking up her own outfit from last night as she went to dress herself, doing so and walking toward the door to the right of the bed, shirt just being put on as she quickly opened the door. Looking around before taking a deep breath.
"WAKE UP FUCKERS!"
Voices of muffled, hungover heads slowly sounded off as I finally realized something. Swiftly trying to find my own set of clothes as I took off from the bed I was residing on before, quickly stumbling to put each part back on.
"Bitch it's 9 AM. Fuck off for a second alright?"
Rebecca's strained voice echoing through the hallway behind the door, barely keeping her low voice heard as she struggled to speak.
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