Chapter 1 - I want you in my life my love

My heart is full of pain and I am afraid to say something to you. I want to say something to you but I am scared before saying it. Because you refuse what I say every time. When will you know how much I love you. When I met you for the first time, I felt as if you would become mine. Now it seems that I am slowly losing you but I want to spend my life with you. In every prayer I ask God for you only. I wish I could tell you what's in my heart.I have a lot of things to say to you about how much I love you. But I am afraid that our friendship might end if I express that I love you 💞. And I don't want that type of ending. I want you in my life My love 💕.