Elaine's POV
I didn't expect for things to graduate into what it was so quickly. Closing my eyes to embrace the moment when his tongue danced around mine and our hands found themselves, scratching and caressing our bodies.
"Damien," I whispered, shuddering while he nibbled my ear.
"You're not allowed to do the talking tonight, Elaine," he whispered through his wet kisses. "Just give me all of you, and I'll take care of the rest."
His words turned me on in a way they shouldn't have, and I didn't even oblige. I kissed him hard enough until I was almost out of breath. I held his hand in place on my neck while he nibbled on my skin till my knees felt weak.
He supported me while I wrapped my legs around his waist, feeling his rock-hard dick behind his pants while he pressed my back to the wall. I quickly grabbed his shirt with so much hunger to feel his skin under my palms. He let me, even though there was no need to, because I ripped his shirt off.
"You'd have a lot of explaining to do after tonight, though," he whispered in surprise at how I ripped his shirt. Bringing his attention back to me, I slowly pulled my shirt off, exposing a good part of my cleavage and my breasts as well.
He looked at them with so much hunger in his eyes. I observed him closely, waiting for maybe the moment his eyes would darken or when he'd take my breast into his hands roughly and treat it with the kind of hunger in his eyes. Nothing came, though, not even his eyes had darkened.
"Are you okay?" I asked carefully, pulling myself away so that I could stand on both feet.
"Yeah," he whispered without tearing his gaze from mine.
"You look lost to me," I replied in all honesty.
"I'm sorry, I just…" he trailed off to take a deep breath. "I just don't want the normal, Elaine. I want to go inside of you and cum like the other times," he confessed, making my cheeks burn in embarrassment. "I want something really different tonight, Elaine," he whispered with seriousness.
I paused for a moment to confirm what I was hearing. Was that why his eyes didn't darken the way they used to? Does it mean that he was only trying to stay sane and as intentional as possible, or was it my head taking his words to a different level?
"Your eyes," I whispered, admitting to myself that it made no sense, yet still expecting an explanation from him.
"That's because I want to be in control tonight. Not my demon, not some creature that makes me a bloody vampire, nor a helpless man lusting over a precious endowment, Elaine. I," he stretched his last word with so much emphasis, "want to make love to you, Elaine. I want to intentionally show you how I adore you," he said further, tucking a few strands behind my ears.
His words and the sincerity in them were more than enough to grant him anything. Still, I wanted the night longer… for odd reasons, I wanted it slow.
We both said nothing to each other for a few seconds. I lowered my gaze and, as well, felt his gaze softly fixed on me. I looked up to him to grant him the permission he was silently looking for, except that my eyes didn't care so much to look at his eyes. They fell on his lips, and I leaped out of reflex to claim his lips.
"We'll need an actual bed," I said in a hurry, not wanting to part lips with him. He let me take the lead to my room. I shut the door and made him comfortable on my bed. I reached for his neck to support me while I climbed on top of his lap. He held my waist, rubbing the small of my back before pushing his hands forward to unclasp my bra.
Everything he did, he did without tearing his gaze from mine. He pulled my black lace bra, threw it to the side before his hands finally did justice to them. My lips fell on his while his hands were so busy on my breasts, kneading and massaging them with so much tenderness and care.
I traced every muscle on his upper body with my hands while humping on him. He carefully spun me around so that I was lying with my back on the bed. He pulled everything, including my panties, off and kissed his way from my lips down to my navel.
I buried my fingers in his hair, spread my legs while slightly pushing his head down to my clit while I stared at the ceiling, anticipating the great pleasure that was going to consume me. Just then, an image of Kai stared right back at me with eyes holding so much disappointment.
I shut my eyes tightly, and thankfully, Damien chose that time to deliver wet kisses to my clit. He ate me so good until the images of Kai in my head started to look hazy. I let out a gasp, raising my head with my arm as support to keep not just my head but parts of my upper body up. I watched him eagerly as he licked his finger before sliding them into me. I felt the walls of my pussy clench around them.
He increased his pace slowly while thrusting into and out of me. The combination of his wet tongue against my already throbbing clit sent me over the edge, making me throw my head backward.
"Damien," I shuddered, begging him to stop.
He swiftly pulled his pants down, revealing his already hardened dick. I rushed to rub its full length. He let me take him into my mouth, burying his dick at the back of my throat until I almost choked. He pushed my hair backward and lifted my chin to be able to see his eyes. They looked so sleepy and weak, and it made him worth craving even more.
"You look beautiful, Elaine," he smirked while looking down at me.
"Oh," I swallowed hard. I lowered my gaze to go in for the second time, but he pulled away.
"I get to do the job tonight, princess," he whispered while pushing me back to the bed.
He spread my legs and walked in through the middle, pushing his dick inside of me without warning, making me gasp.
"Dam–" I choked on the gasp that escaped my lips as he kept slamming into me. With each time our skin came in contact with each other, a moan escaped my lips. He drove me close to my breaking point with each hard thrust until I was shaking furiously under him.
He waited until I was almost in cloud nine to pull out completely, allowing me to recover from that session. He stared at me with so much fantasy in his eyes. It looked like he was a prince who got gifted a doll. Again, a feeling of guilt crept in, wondering what Kai would do or how he'd react if he knew about something like this.
"What's on your mind?" he asked quietly, as if he already knew what the answer would be.
"Nothing," I lied, putting on my most innocent smile to make him believe me.
"You can tell me because, to me, you seem lost," he used my phrase on me, making me feel even worse.
Funny enough, I didn't know why. I wasn't even feeling pity for Kai. I couldn't bring myself to stop Damien even when I had already promised Kai. It just felt like there was a hole in my soul that only Damien was so perfect at filling. It felt wrongly peaceful and dangerously welcoming.
I knew so much that the more I swam in his ocean, the more difficult it would be for me to actually make it out of his ocean. Still, that wasn't enough for me. I let him in, not because he had asked but because, deep down, I also wanted him.
"Look at me, Elaine," he said softly, claiming my attention at once.
"You have all of me tonight," I smiled.
"I love you, Elaine," he whispered, searching my eyes for immediate reactions. He didn't let me speak, and I was glad that he didn't because then I wouldn't have known what to say.
He found his way on top of me again, slamming into me slowly until he began to push and pull the full length of his dick into me. I moaned, gripped the sheet tightly, screamed, and shook furiously until I felt his hot cum inside of me.
The sound of his pants filled my ears as he collapsed slowly beside me so that his lips were against my ear while my back was pressed against him.
"I love you," he whispered for the second time tonight, marking the first time I deeply felt so bad for having to betray Kai to this extent.