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Chapter 5 - The Silence That Speaks

"In the silence between two people, a thousand stories can unfold—if both are willing to stay." 

***

That morning, the sky was pale—like someone who had woken up too early from a dream left unfinished.

Andini sat on a bench in the campus garden, still wrapped in her worn-out jacket, loyal like a second skin.

On her lap, a large brown envelope, sealed with the emblem of a national writing competition—something she only used to see on banners or student boards.

"I don't get it… is this really me?" she murmured softly.

"It's real. Not Photoshopped," Fani replied casually, sipping from her juice box."You got second place. National level. You're amazing, Din."

Andini looked at her, uncertain whether to feel annoyed or overwhelmed. Her heart hadn't finished sorting itself out.

"You submitted my piece, didn't you?"

Fani simply nodded."Sorry… I just thought the world deserved to read your words. And maybe… maybe you needed to know too—that you're more capable than you think."

Andini chuckled faintly, unsure if it was disbelief or gratitude. "You're insane."

"I've been called worse."

Silence.

But not the awkward kind. The kind of silence that lets the heart speak louder than words.

News travels fast. Suddenly, Andini wasn't just the quiet girl who preferred solitude in the library.She became the center of attention—at least for a week.

Strangely, amidst all the applause and congratulations from people who never truly cared, only one voice felt real: Fani's.

While others praised her for being "brilliant," Fani was the only one who said,"You wrote because you needed to speak. And your writing… it spoke for you."

Andini smiled when she heard that.Because only Fani understood: winning wasn't about the trophy. It was proof that the silence within her had something to say.

***

Fani leaned against a rain tree in the back garden of the campus.It had become their secret little base—sheltered from the noise of the world.

The afternoon wind played with her loosely tied hair. Her gaze lingered toward the small lake at the edge of the garden, like she was waiting for an answer from water that never truly settled.

Andini arrived with two sandwiches she bought from the canteen. She didn't ask, she just brought them.

"I'm not ready for all this, Fan," she said, sitting beside her.

Fani didn't turn. "Because you're afraid of change?"

"No. I'm afraid of losing the version of me who wrote just for herself."

Fani turned slowly."Din, it's because you wrote for yourself that it reached other people. You haven't lost anything. You've found more—maybe even people."

Andini said nothing.

Campus noises had thinned, replaced by the sound of crickets and rustling leaves.

"When I heard your piece read aloud during the competition… it felt like someone was narrating my own thoughts," Fani continued.

"Your writing… it's honest. Not everyone can do that."

Andini looked down.For the first time, the praise didn't feel distant or inflated. It felt real. Because it came from Fani.

Fani patted the ground next to her."I used to wish my writing could change something. But maybe this time, my role is to be the best audience for someone who truly can."

Andini smiled faintly. The sandwich in her hand remained untouched, but her heart began to feel full.

"You're not just an audience, Fan," she said."You're part of this story. Maybe you even wrote the prologue."

And for a moment, the world felt a little more sincere.As if those words were enough to patch the little cracks inside each of them.

***

That day, the rain forgot how to stop.

The city sky was drenched in gray, and water streamed down the windows of their classroom like it had something to say but didn't know how.

The lesson had ended, but Andini and Fani stayed behind, sitting in the back row. The empty room became a silent witness to the kind of conversations that couldn't happen elsewhere.

"My mom didn't come home again last night," Andini said quietly, her voice nearly drowned by the rain."Dad said she had to fly to Singapore for a sudden meeting."

Fani looked at her friend. She wanted to say something—but chose silence first.

Andini stared at the whiteboard like it might hold a secret message only she couldn't read.

"It's strange," she continued."Living in the same house, but feeling like you're surrounded by strangers. They're there—but only in shape. Their hearts… who knows where they are."

Fani took a deep breath."Sometimes I feel like my house is too full. But not with space for me."

Andini turned to her. "What do you mean?"

"My four siblings—one's a lawyer, one's a lecturer, the other two run businesses. And me? I feel like… an afterthought."

"The extra they never planned for. Especially after my leg ended up like this. They're kind, sure. But the kind of kind that stays at arm's length. You know what I mean?"

Andini nodded slowly. "Kind, but cold. Like polite strangers."

Fani let out a bitter smile."Yeah. Like they're scared being honest with me might cause me to break."

Andini picked up a pencil and began drawing in the corner of her notebook—shapeless lines, trying to find form in the mess she couldn't name.

"That's why I like talking to you like this, Fan," she said softly. "No need to act strong. No need for small talk."

"Because you know what it's like to be alone," Fani replied."And you know how to sit with someone else's silence."

A pause.Outside, the rain kept falling. But inside, two tired hearts found quiet company in each other.

Fani reached into her bag, pulling out a neatly folded sheet of paper. She handed it to Andini.

"What's this?" Andini asked, hesitant.

"Something I wrote. About home. About you too, kind of. But from a different point of view. Read it later."

Andini took the paper gently, as if it carried fragments of something too fragile to drop. She didn't read it right away—just looked at Fani.

"Thank you, Fan."

"I didn't protect you because you needed it. I did it because I need you to stay."

And in that moment, once again, they saved each other.Not from the world outside—but from the emptiness that sometimes lived inside themselves.

***

The next day, the weather didn't change.The sky still hung low and grey, like a mood that hadn't quite passed.

But that morning, Andini and Fani shared a promise—one never spoken out loud, just understood in the way they met eyes at the school gateThey went home earlier than usual. The excuse was simple: their lecturer was sick and the last class got canceled.

But really, they just needed space—space not bound by a timetable.

They stopped by a small park near the intersection. It was nothing special—just two wooden benches under an old flame tree and puddles that hadn't yet dried.

But it was where they often came to breathe—a place that felt like theirs.

"You ever think," Fani said, watching kids run across the muddy grass without care, "maybe we were born into the wrong houses."

Andini chuckled lightly. "Or maybe we just hoped for the wrong things."

Fani turned. "What do you mean?"

"I mean… we wanted the kind of home like in the movies. Where people hug all the time, cook together, talk for hours without looking at the clock."

"But in reality… sometimes a house is just a building. A place to sleep and wake up in. But not always a place to come home to. You get me?"

Fani was quiet. Then nodded. "Yeah. I get you."

"That's why," Andini continued, rolling up her sleeves,"I stopped looking for home in that place. I started building it somewhere else. Somewhere I feel like I can be myself. Like… this park. Like you."

Fani held her breath.The words were simple, but they landed like a blanket on a rainy night—warm. Soothing. Inviting.

"You know what, Din… you're home to me, too."

Andini turned quickly. "Seriously?"

Fani nodded."Home isn't walls or noise. Sometimes, it's just one person sitting next to you in silence—and somehow, that's enough to know you're not alone."

And in that moment, the tiny park felt grander than any palace.

Because right there, two souls—scarred by the houses they came from—were quietly building a new kind of home. One named friendship.

***

That night, Andini sat at her study desk. She tried reading, but her thoughts refused to settle on a single sentence.

She glanced at her phone—no new messages.The house was quiet. Not because no one was home, but because no voice ever really touched her.

In the next room, her father was in an online meeting. Out in the living room, her mother was buried in the glow of her laptop screen.

Andini's eyes drifted to the wall beside her desk, where a cluster of colorful post-it notes held fragments of story ideas. But tonight, only one name filled her mind: Fani.

Without thinking too much, she opened her laptop. A blank folder. A new document. The familiar hum of the machine felt like the opening of a small, private universe.

She began typing.

The first sentence:"Sometimes, home isn't where we were raised. It's where we choose to grow."

Her fingers moved without hesitation.

This wasn't fiction. It was Fani.

It was their laughter that made no noise but filled the air.It was the quiet way they held space for each other.It was about wounds they never had to explain—because both already knew how they felt.

It was about two girls who stayed when the rest of the world moved on.

***

At the other end of the city, Fani sat in front of her small mirror.

She ran her hand gently along the scar on her leg, then looked into her own eyes. No longer asking, "Why me?"—but slowly learning to accept, "This is me."

A quiet smile curved on her lips.

She opened her phone and reread Andini's last message:"Let's go to the park again tomorrow?"

Fani typed back:

"Yes. That's where our home is, right?"

And that night, two hearts once fractured began stitching themselves back together.Not with grand declarations. Not with certainty.

But with the quiet promise that maybe—just maybe—some homes are built soul by soul, in the in-between spaces of shared silence.

***

Sometimes, the loudest truths aren't shouted.

They live in the quiet exchange of glances, in the unspoken care between two people who refuse to let each other fade.

In a world that often demands noise to feel alive, they found something different.A silence that didn't echo emptiness, but belonging.A silence that spoke.

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