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Can You Leave the Past Behind

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Can You Leave the Past Behind A dark, emotionally charged romance by Noah Quinn Lena Hayes should be content. She’s married. She’s settled. She’s safe. But safe never made her feel alive. Years ago, Julian Vale ruined her—then vanished. He was chaos wrapped in a kiss. The kind of love that leaves bruises on your soul long after the body forgets. She thought she’d buried that part of her life. Until she sees him again. Older. Colder. Still looking at her like he remembers exactly how she sounds when she breaks. As Lena’s carefully constructed world begins to fracture, so does her ability to resist the past. Her marriage is crumbling. Her writing is spiraling. And Julian? He’s not just back—he’s everywhere. Every look. Every word. Every memory she swore she let go. But when the line between memory and desire starts to blur, Lena has to ask herself: Is loving someone who ruined you once… just another way of destroying yourself again
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1 – The City Sleeps

Madrid breathed differently at night.

It wasn't quiet — not really. The streets still hummed with life: car horns, laughter from rooftop

bars, the distant hum of a Vespa slipping through narrow alleys. But there was a softness to it.

Like the city exhaled once the crowds thinned and the lights got warm.

Lena walked slower than usual.

The wind played with the hem of her dress, brushing it against her legs like fingertips. She pulled

her jacket tighter, not from cold — just habit. A silence hung between her and the night, one she

hadn't asked for but never really fought.

She had just left Camila's birthday dinner. A long table, clinking glasses, too many stories, too

many near-secrets, and one too many reminders that everyone was moving somewhere —

careers, chaos, something. And Lena?

She was standing still.

Home wasn't far. Five blocks, maybe six. The kind of distance you could pretend was a walk and

not an escape. She passed the same bakery with the same display of half-lit croissants. The same

alley where the same broken streetlight flickered like a bad memory.

When she opened the door to the apartment, Mason wasn't on the couch."Hey," he called from the bedroom. His voice was steady. Predictable. Worn.

"Hey," she said back, slipping her shoes off without looking up.

She walked into the kitchen, opened the fridge, stared at it like it owed her something.

Nothing. Not even wine.

In their bedroom, Mason was already under the blanket, laptop balanced on his chest, glow

washing over his face. A spreadsheet. Or email. Or something that didn't involve her.

"Fun night?" he asked, not looking away.

"Yeah. Loud."

He nodded. She sat on the edge of the bed, rubbed the back of her neck.

"You eat anything?" she asked.

"Leftovers. Wasn't really hungry."

Of course not. That was Mason in one sentence.She lay beside him, both of them staring at different screens. She wasn't mad. Not even

disappointed. Just… there. Like furniture. Familiar and fading.

Later, when he turned off the light and rolled away to sleep, Lena stayed awake, glowing screen

lighting her face.

She opened the blank document again.

The one she'd stared at for nights — wanting to write, but too afraid to say the truth out loud.

Tonight was different.

She wrote one sentence. Then another.

And when she typed his name — Julian — her chest tightened like she'd been caught doing

something wrong.

Because she had.

She had never stopped thinking about him.

Not once.