When I turned around I saw Kazimir, walking my direction. I gazed at his violet blue eyes I got so happy shaking from my legs waiting for his words.
Kazimir: Not bad Tyrone, you still have a long to go though. But you put on one hell of a show, even tho I thought you had the win but seems like she finally tapped into her inner self.
Tyrone: "holds his hand on his shoulder" Yeah I know haha.
He averted his eyes from me not even congratulating me for my victory. I stood there waiting patiently but he helped him up and carried him, not even making eye contact with me.
I couldn't stop myself from staring at him, hoping that he would be proud of me for my efforts, I heard a loud shout yelling my name.
Riah: Gendai! You finally did it!. You unleashed your potential I always knew you've had it in you, but this whole time you've been lying to us I thought you were being you this whole time. Your black akd white hair with your red ruby like eyes… your a whole other person.
Gendai: "Rolls her eyes" Why are you still trying to talk to me? I don't want your praise I already told you to stay away from me!.
Riah: Me and you started off wrong and I apologized, I made up for everything I've done wrong and you accepted and we were both happy friends. So why did you all of a sudden change between us?
I turned my back on her as, as I can feel her just watching me not saying a word, on my way to the prismic gathering rooms I dropped flat onto my bed.
"Tears ran from her eyes" she hasn't taken off her clothes.
Why doesn't he accept me? What more do I have to do for him to see me? I've finally done what he wanted from me, not to hold back on being scared to use my power. I finally accepted myself for what I am but it still isn't enough!.
If only I was braver maybe I would've been the one you loved, instead of Riah. I wish I could go back to the first day we've met… but even so that wouldn't had changed anything because you've already had your eyes laid on her.
So that would've been useless, but I can't stop myself from loving you for these past two years.
"She began to think about the past before Kazimir and Riah got into a relationship, of how her and him had great times together going on adventures. She even begins to cry unconsciously, even out loud for how much she misses him in there High Alpha Alliance days before it was broken from the four losses of her friend. Only to be left lonely as the three left alive go there seperate ways leaving Gendai with nobody."
"A loud knock came from her door, she gets up and open it only to see it's Jessie. She asked gently if she can in, Gendai trying to hide tears let's her in. They both sat on the bed together."
Jessie: You don't have to hide it, I heard you crying from outside the door. Talk to me did something happen during the spar?
Gendai: I finally showed my true self showing what I'm capable of but he still doesn't acknowledges me, he didn't even congratulate me like if I didnt exist.
Jessie: But Gendai you do remember what you've said to him on the ship? You accused him of abandoning Tojo and Xavier, two people that he care about and wanted to protect.
That's where you went wrong. Then you went on your way to break your relationship with Riah, those were two were last people that you've grown alongside with.
Kazimir is my younger brother and he's already carrying a lot of burdens on his back as he have to play the main role of the hero for this world.
Gendai: I know, I wasn't thinking I know I gaslighted him into making him feel guilty. I'm a peace of shit for that when he already addressed not to go to that church and we didn't listened, while he was clearing the city to reduce panic causing both of our friends to lose their lives.
Jessie: So what are you going to do confront him with an apology? Because you can't expect to blame someone for a death that they weren't involved.
Gendai: I just can't bring myself to face him, even though lately I've been seeing sadness in his eyes, before he wasn't showing anything until he met Riah but it have me concerned about him aswell.
"Jessis holds Riah hand"
Jessie: That's because of the last mission we went on, we've met other vrasnai's. And one was our father and he's a very evil man.
Gendai: How so? I've never heard the story of the mission as nobody was willing to talk about it with the others.
Jessie: That's because Kazimir was portrayed as sin on the vrasnai species it's only till he had to prove his rights that it's all wrong and our father had a contract with world eating god Nebula.
So Kazimir had to kill him because he was the one who killed our mother and half of our species only leaving one third of us alive so there is a very small amount of vrasnai's left.
But when Kazimir defeated him our mother spirit was calling for him, that sword that he has right now use to be our mothers by wielding that sword she was able to be freed.
Vrasnai's now accept him as their new king making him fill the gap that our mother left behind, but he cant stop as his mission isn't over because not only does the vrasnai's believe in him but he also have humanity to protect.
So he has a lot of people depending on him as Wel of recently our mother final goodbye so he has a lot on his shoulders.
As he is only twenty- years old and is carrying the entire world on his back, and Riah is sharing those burdens with him. That's why she's so special to him as Kazimir is the face of the world while Riah is the face of his world.
"Gendai starts crying"
Jessie: Just do your best if you can confront him now do it when your ready he is a very understanding guy and only waiting for you to say something.
"She pulls Gendai close to her as she cries on her chest".