The footsteps were getting louder and louder but my brain was feeling dizzy....
So dizzy...diz..dizzz.....
****
"Mother? Where are you?" I shouted to call her but I recieved no answer, "mother? Mother?" I called her as I walked around the house.
"What do you mean! She's old enough! Plus she doesn't even get good grades!"
"I know, she's a disappointment, but still we have to raise her"
"Like the hell you even care you asshole!"
I heard it again, the voices I didn't wanted too...no I never again wanted to..
They never cared, never will.
I walked out of the hallway sneakly.
Will I be able to leave this house..ever?
DO WHATEVER YOU WANT IDIOT,DONT LISTEN TO THEM..NEVER.
i heard that voice again.. the person in my head..
It wasn't a while ago that my parents started to fight again and again..everyday...
Screaming at me, not caring about my good grades.. eventually I began feeling depressed and depressed....and then it happened,
One day when I woke up I realised that due to my emotions being tangled up, I began experiencing weird things, like mood swings, not being perfect and crying in silence...
THEY DON'T LOVE YOU, THEY NEVER WILL, DO IT ,IF YOU DON'T YOUR DEA-
That bitch in my fucking head speaking again
It wasn't long ago when I developed this voice in my head that wasn't me, it was never me, never liked me..
If I was love it was hatred,
If I was sun it was rain,
If I wanted to forgive it wanted revenge..
Pure revenge...
I was 12 when I wanted to sucide, but I hoped and hoped and hope...
BITCH DO IT
And that mothefucker..
Now I am 15..
Perhaps was...
"You want a birthday party?! Do you even know your grades plus you haven't even done the dishes yet-"
I didn't wanted to hear them one more time
"We provide you food! You are nothing without us! If we weren't here you would be dead by no-"
Like the hell I would want to live with them another moment..
"Father do you need something?"
I saw his face completly in despair whenever he looked at me,I didn't wanted to see those eyes again..
"Get lost you mothefucker! You good for nothing child!"
I was done with these people..
And with those too ...
***
Hey!!!
Are you alright???
Oh! Are you hurt!?
Seriously your really sensitive..
I don't wanna be friends anymore.....
Perhaps I didn't care about those,but I did about them..
"Hey rachie!"
"Hi Amelia"
We were friends..no best friends...
She was my only one, the only one who I enjoyed being with...
"You know I just finished this book and it got many views"
"Awesome rachie! I believed in you!"
"Thanks"
......
I guess betrayal comes from the closest people....
"Hel-"
"You deserve to rot in here bitch"
The wolf attacked me and then I heared a sound and when I woke up I was in hospital..
"This bitch, only wasting money"
"Well, she's your daughter after all"
"Shut up you rat!"
I hated being saved...
I was better dead.
***
At that time I was hanging out with rachie in the forest, it was just a small picnic before dawn but we heard a Wolf's sound nearby ...
We ran and ran and ran....
"Help us-"
No one was there
Eventually that mothefucker Amelia pushed me and used me as a shield...
I don't remember much but she said that...
She told me to rot in hell..
...
A while later I changed schools ...
And was recovered from the injuries in some months, but those people never stopped fighting...
"Bitch how dare you speak back!"
I was sick again..
And then I decided something,
Something that I swore I'll never agree with..
KILL THAT MOTHEFUCKER
And....
1..2...3...5!
I stabbed the knife straight into the neck and blood showered upon me...
And there was her..my mother...the asshole that gave birth and lost fertility...they wanted a boy but I was a girl ...
"What have you done!"
"What?"
"You killed him you monster!"
"Like you weren't planning to do the same"
A knife in her hand, I already knew...
"Now drop the knife and come to mama"
Like the hell I would listen..
I came closer to her and...
!BAM!
"Sweety?.."
"Don't call me that"
The knife was in her stomach....
Soone enough that woman was fallen to her knees, and I
SWISH-
Perfectly stabbed her in the head.