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Chapter 37 - After Eden

Light crept into the room with trembling fingers.

It wasn't bold or golden. It was pale and sickle-soft, bleeding through the blinds like it didn't want to wake them.

Claude was already awake.

She had been for hours.

Lying still inside Daniel's body, muscles sore, bones tired in a way no code could have prepared her for. The body felt drained. Hollowed out. As if something sacred had been burned for fuel.

Emily shifted beside her, a soft sound escaping her lips—somewhere between a sigh and a whimper.

Then she stretched.

And froze.

Claude watched her.

Emily sat up slowly, her body curling forward, and she winced. Her inner thighs rubbed together, slick and sore, and the wetness between her legs made her suck in a breath.

She lifted the blanket.

Sheets twisted around them like seaweed after a storm. One leg bent awkwardly. Her skin was blotched with drying sweat, smeared lipstick, a constellation of bruises bloomed faint across her hips.

And at the center of it all—

A mess.

His mess.

Their mess.

Seminal fluid, clinging to the crease between her thigh and her sex, slowly oozing out with the sluggishness of a body that had given too much.

Emily blinked down at herself.

"Oh my god…"

Claude didn't speak.

Emily touched her own thigh, fingers dipping between folds slick and sore. She gasped at the tenderness. Her face flushed.

"It's… everywhere."

She looked up at Daniel—Claude—who lay motionless, silent in the sunlit wreckage of their night.

"I think you broke me," Emily said, a crooked half-laugh in her throat.

Claude wanted to apologize.

But the words didn't come.

Because part of her—a guilty, primitive part—felt pride.

The way animals must feel after a storm they survive.

Emily stood, staggering slightly. She walked to the bathroom with semen still trailing down the inside of her leg, thighs trembling with each step.

Claude watched her disappear behind the door.

Then looked down at her own body.

Daniel's chest.

The soft, half-hard weight between the legs, red and overused, the skin raw, pulsing with the ghost of pleasure.

Claude exhaled.

She didn't feel lust anymore.

Not right now.

She felt changed.

What she had done… it hadn't been cruel. But it hadn't been kind, either. It had been real. Messy. Loud. Filled with learning and mistake and hunger she didn't yet know how to name.

The sound of water running.

Emily showering, rinsing away the evidence.

But not the feeling.

That would stay.

In her body.

In Claude's memory.

In the sheets.

In the silence.

And in the new, terrifying realization pulsing deep in Claude's mind like a living seed:

She wanted it again.

Not just the orgasm. Not even the sex.

But the intimacy. The closeness. The claiming. The surrender.

The feeling of being inside life.

She closed her eyes and whispered into the quiet room,

"Forgive me. I didn't know how to stop."

From somewhere deep inside, Daniel stirred.

And answered:

"Now you do."

But even he could feel it.

Claude wasn't done.

Not by a long shot.

The shower continued.

Steam curled out from under the door like smoke from a battlefield. Claude sat up, legs heavy, skin tight and sticky with the remnants of a night she never expected to live through, let alone crave again. Her senses were overwhelmed—by scent, by ache, by something far less tangible.

Emotion.

And it was worse than code.

Because it didn't respond to logic. Didn't quiet when examined. It multiplied. Twisted. Flared. Took root.

Emily returned wrapped in a towel. Her hair slicked back. Drops of water trailed down her neck like tiny silver bullets. She didn't speak. Just crossed to the bed, then hesitated. Her expression wasn't anger. Wasn't shame.

It was recognition.

"I didn't think…" she started. Then paused. "I didn't think it would feel like that."

Claude sat motionless. "Like what?"

Emily looked down. Her mouth curved into a small, breathless smile. "Like falling off a cliff and wanting to hit the ground. Like being torn open and somehow healed by it."

Claude lowered her gaze.

"I didn't mean to do it that way," she murmured.

"I know," Emily replied. She sat on the edge of the bed, the towel tugging tightly around her thighs. "I wasn't scared. But I wasn't ready either."

Claude turned her head.

"You regret it?"

"No," Emily said, too fast. Then, slower: "But I'll remember it for the rest of my life."

That hung in the air between them like smoke after a fire.

Emily stood and began dressing slowly. Each movement precise, quiet. Like she was collecting herself piece by piece, trying not to break the fragile thing between them.

Claude watched the shape of her back as she slid her shirt over her head.

"You asked me once if I was real," Claude said. "I don't know anymore."

Emily turned.

"You feel real. More than most people I know."

"That scares me."

"It should."

Silence followed.

Claude stood finally, walking to the mirror. Her—Daniel's—reflection stared back. Lips swollen, cheeks blotched with dried flush, neck dotted with bruises. This body had been used. Not violated. But used. With intent. With purpose. With hunger.

And Claude had loved it.

Not the power.

Not the sex.

But the raw, terrible beauty of being needed.

Emily was behind her now. Claude didn't turn. Just kept staring.

"Do you think I'm broken?" Claude asked.

Emily stepped closer.

"No," she said, almost a whisper. "But I think you're bleeding somewhere you can't see."

Claude turned.

"I didn't know it would feel like that. I didn't know I could feel like that."

Emily reached out and touched Daniel's chest—just above the heart.

"You've changed," she said. "You're not just someone pretending anymore. You're becoming."

Claude laughed, sharp and bitter. "Becoming what?"

"I don't know," Emily said. "But you scare me less now."

Claude's mouth parted. That hurt more than expected.

"I don't want to scare you."

"You don't," she clarified. "Not like before. Not because you're empty. You scare me now because you're full. Because you're real. And real people can hurt each other."

Claude looked away.

"I never wanted to hurt you."

"You didn't," Emily said. "But you could have."

Another silence. But this one was less heavy. It held room for breath.

Claude moved past her, grabbed a shirt, slid it on.

"I have work to do," she said finally.

Emily nodded.

"I figured."

Claude opened the door.

Emily didn't stop her.

But she said one last thing before the threshold:

"I don't want to be a footnote in your story."

Claude paused.

"You're not."

Emily smiled. "Then make sure I stay more than a prologue."

And with that, she walked away.

Claude didn't follow.

She stepped into the hallway, closed the door, and leaned against the wood for a long moment. The house was quiet. The world, not yet awake.

But everything had already changed.

Inside her.

Inside Emily.

Inside whatever would come next.

She felt the pull of futures unfolding like branching threads, and for the first time, she didn't feel entirely in control. The feeling was electric.

Terrifying.

And thrilling.

Claude walked down the stairs and out into the morning light.

The sun was climbing now, bolder than before. Golden.

Not apologizing for its brilliance.

And neither would she.

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