Sebastian didn't want to hear anything from her so he kissed her lips again. She struggled hard and wanted to kick him with her knee but he subdued her with his legs.
He unhooked the thin belt around her waist and used it to tie her hands above her head.
"No!!! Stop it"
Zara screamed struggling with all her might. What the hell is he doing? Is he really the man she met years ago? Why is he so rough and violent? Or did she really know him?
"You can scream louder than this. The whole world will know about us"
Sebastian wrapped her left leg around his waist and held her hands above her head with his left hand. Zara's tears streamed down her cheeks uncontrollably.
She's scared to see him being rough with her. She didn't like this version of him. He was so gentle back then. She knew he's rude because of her remarks earlier but still he shouldn't deal with her in this way.
"Bash, listen to me, you can't force me"
"Look me in the eye and tell me, Does that night meant nothing and I meant nothing to you?"
Sebastian's hoarse voice and his soft caresses on her cheeks made her heart ache. She closed her eyes trying to hide her feelings. How can she deny that night? It meant everything to her. He is everything to her but she can't accept his feelings.
"Perhaps you should try harder to find someone who can satisfy your lust"
Zara hardened her heart and spoke harshly glaring at him. Sebastian stared at her face glistening with tears under the moonlight which reminded him of their time in the woods.
"Why are you provoking me? Why are you denying your feelings?"
He was tired of her denial and rested his forehead on hers.
"Tell me one good reason why you wanted me other than my body"
Zara asked moving her body back but how can she when she's trapped between him and the tree. She is feeling uncomfortable in this posture as his arousal is pressing into her sweet spot.
Sebastian smirked at her uneasiness, he pressed into her more biting her collarbone. Zara gasped and looked around afraid of getting caught by someone.
"It's true, I wanted your body but I wanted you more in my life. I don't know why but after leaving you all I felt is loneliness like I lost a part of my heart, soul with you. I tried to distract my mind from your thoughts. I thought maybe dating can make me forget about you"
Sebastian explained his struggles kissing her ears but she moved back dodging him. He got angry at her refusal so he lifted her dress to her thighs making her submit to him immediately. He rested his head on her shoulder kissing her cleavage
"My efforts are futile. The more I wanted to get close to someone the more your eyes, those sparkle eyes haunted me"
He raised his head looking into her eyes with an accusing look.
"You know I couldn't even kiss any of the girls I dated. Some even thought I am impotent because I never touched them even when they stood naked in front of me"
Remembering all his sterile days he fumed and bit her neck angrily. No matter how many times he tried he couldn't get hard but once he think about her he'll be aroused and dealt it by himself.
"I am not your slave to satisfy your desires"
Zara scolded gritting her teeth and stood still because his arousal is poking more into her.
"I am not asking you to be, remember I asked you to marry me"
Sebastian furrowed his eyebrows. He didn't just want her to satisfy him. He wanted her love, caring and her fascinated look. He wanted all of her. Why can't she understand?
"Marriage is not a child's play Bash"
Zara was so annoyed at his dominance and tried to free her hands. He held her back tightly in his possession.
"I know the importance of marriage. You don't need to teach me"
"Have you gone mad? let me go, you make me sick" shouted Zara.
"What's your problem? Why are you being stubborn?"
He tightened his grip on her thigh and pinned her to the tree. Why is she not giving him a chance? What is she afraid of? If she thinks he's not sincere he'll do whatever she asked to gain her trust.
"I don't want you and I hate what you are doing now"
Zara spoke with annoyance which seemed like a disgust to Sebastian. He lost his patience and ripped her panties making her scream.
She shut her mouth biting her lips and checked her surroundings not to get any attention from the people around.
"Bash, Don't make me hate you"
She warned him with her teary eyes. Sebastian wanted to talk to her but he is tired of her rejections time and time again. Her body is more honest than her little mouth.
"Hate me if you can"
He lowered his pants before taking the condom from his pocket given by the waiter. He slipped into it and positioned at her entrance. Zara struggled hard crying
"Please, I am begging you, let me go, don't..don't do this"
She pleaded him shaking her head left to right. She wanted someone to save her from him but she was afraid to scream because she didn't want to ruin his career.
She also didn't want anyone to see them in this compromising position. What if they spread this news? She couldn't live if that happened.
"Look at me, I want you, your soul, your heart, your body everything. I want all of you"
He confessed with sincere look and plunged into her fully in one swift move and kissed her lips to stop her from screaming.
Zara shut her eyes tightly at the burning sensation. It's more painful than her first time. Sebastian groaned into her mouth at the contact. Fucking hell! That was amazing. He dreamt having sex with her many times but nothing is compared to the real one.
Zara whimpered and dug her nails into her palm. She bit his lips sobbing softly. This is what exactly she didn't want to do with him.
How can he do this without her consent? She was in so much pain and gasped when she felt his huge thing inside her. She felt so full and uncomfortable.
She clenched her walls without her knowledge because of sudden penetration. She breathed heavily closing her eyes and heard his grunt. What happened to him?
Sebastian felt euphoric after entering her but she clenched him so tight that he almost released into her. No way! He's not done yet. He should let her relax first otherwise he would explode without a warning.
"Breathe"
He whispered through the kiss and felt her stiff body. He stayed still without moving giving her sometime to adjust. She's not relaxing and he's worried about her stiffness. After few seconds he kissed her lips again hoping to express his feelings.