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Chapter 17 - Chapter 17 – The Chains of Guilt

The first rays of dawn bled over Solaris, flooding the royal chambers with a golden light that painted the walls in shades of warmth. Outside the palace, the city began to stir, the bustle of morning a stark contrast to the stillness within the castle walls. But in the heart of the palace, there was no warmth. No salvation.

Only silence.

Only guilt.

Elyndra Valcrest sat motionless before her vanity, staring into the reflection that barely resembled the woman she knew herself to be. Her golden hair cascaded over her shoulders in perfect waves, each strand catching the light as if trying to defy the heaviness that clung to the air. Her royal gown—finely crafted, rich in color, every detail immaculate—should have made her feel proud, regal. But the illusion of perfection was fragile, cracking along the edges.

Last night lingered beneath her skin like a fever she couldn't shake, a fever she didn't want to shake.

Her fingertips hovered at her lips, recalling the heat of Kael's kiss. It hadn't been violent, aggressive. It had been soft, deliberate, a calm before a storm that had yet to fully break. But that kiss, that touch, had left a mark deeper than she could have imagined. She hadn't just allowed it. She had wanted it. The craving she felt, the desire that had caught her off guard, sent a chill down her spine.

A whisper echoed in her mind, still laced with Kael's voice, the words burning with dangerous allure:

"One taste of sin, and you'll never crave virtue again."

At the time, she'd dismissed it as arrogance, as the idle boast of a man who believed he could manipulate anyone. But now, as she sat alone in the pale morning light, doubt gnawed at her. Was he right?

Was he right about her?

Her fingers trembled as they traced the curve of her lips, memories of Kael's touch flooding her senses. She wanted to scream, to break free from the feeling, but the more she tried to suppress it, the stronger it grew. Was she so easily swayed? Was she so weak?

A knock at the door broke through her spiraling thoughts like a blade slicing through the thick fog of her confusion.

"Come in," she said, her voice steady, but hollow. The mask of royalty slid back into place, the practiced calmness settling over her features like armor. If only the same could be said for her heart.

The door creaked open, and there, standing in the threshold, was Auron Starfire. Her hero. Her fiancé. The man she had pledged her heart to. The man she had spent her entire life preparing to marry.

He was everything she had ever been taught to want. Strong, noble, his golden armor gleaming in the morning light, his expression one of concern—concern for her.

But to Elyndra, it felt like a foreign thing, something she could no longer quite reach.

"You didn't return last night," he said quietly, his gaze studying her, a mix of worry and confusion crossing his features.

Her breath faltered, her chest tightening at the sound of his voice. "I needed time," she said, forcing herself to speak as if nothing was amiss. "I… couldn't sleep."

Auron took a step forward, his golden eyes searching her face with a quiet intensity. "You've been distant," he remarked, his voice thick with concern. "Is something wrong?"

Everything is wrong, she thought, but the words died on her tongue. She could not—would not—speak them. Not to him. Not now.

"I'm just overwhelmed," she said, forcing her tone to remain light, as though the weight of the world didn't sit heavy on her shoulders. "There's so much… pressure, expectations, war…" She trailed off, her eyes shifting to the window, as if the sight of the sunlight on the horizon could somehow wash away the conflict inside her.

Auron, ever perceptive, reached out and took her hand. His touch, once comforting, now felt foreign. The warmth of his palm, the strength of his grip, should have eased the storm inside her. Instead, it only made her feel more lost.

Her fingers pulled away before she could stop them, her heart hammering in her chest.

Auron's expression faltered for a moment, the warmth in his eyes cooling, replaced with something darker—hurt, frustration. The silence stretched between them, thick with unspoken words.

"It's Kael, isn't it?" he asked, his voice low, a trace of bitterness creeping into the words.

Her heart skipped. Her gaze snapped to him, her breath caught in her throat. She opened her mouth to speak, but no words came. How did he know? How much had he seen?

Auron's voice dropped even lower, his suspicion now clear. "I've seen the way he looks at you. The way he tries to manipulate you."

Elyndra could only look at him, her mind spinning. You haven't seen the way I look back. She wanted to say it, to shout it, but the words caught in her throat. The fear—the guilt—strangled her.

Instead, she turned to the window, unable to meet his gaze any longer. "He's a manipulator, yes. But I know my duty," she said, the words falling from her lips like brittle glass, each one shattering as it left her mouth.

Auron moved behind her, his hand brushing lightly against her shoulder, his voice soft, almost pleading. "I know you won't fail me, Elyndra." His tone was gentle, but the weight of his words, the desperation to pull her back to him, made her ache.

But it wasn't Auron she longed for, not in the way she needed. And she hated herself for it. Hated herself for how easily she had been swayed, for how badly she wanted something she knew she shouldn't.

But I already have, she thought, her eyes closing against the rush of emotions threatening to overwhelm her. If he knew—if he saw what had passed between her and Kael, would he still look at her the same way?

Would she?

Elsewhere, in Kael's chambers...

Kael Ardyn sat by the hearth, his legs stretched out before him, the crimson fire casting an eerie glow across his features. His goblet, filled with the finest wine, was in his hand, but he wasn't focused on the drink. His thoughts lingered on Elyndra.

She had kissed him.

Hesitant, trembling, but she had kissed him.

And now, guilt was already eating her alive.

Perfect.

Guilt was a slow poison. It worked its way into the soul, a silent force that corroded certainty, melted loyalty, and made saints out of sinners long before they realized they had fallen. It would break her. He didn't need to seduce her again. He didn't need to chase her.

He only needed to wait.

He only needed to let her sink into the hollowness of her own purity, let her compare the Hero's sacred love to the hunger that burned in Kael's touch.

A knock at the door interrupted his reverie, the sound pulling him back to the present.

"My lord," a servant said, bowing low, "The war council requests your presence."

Ah, yes. The war. It was a distraction, a game for the generals. They would argue over strategy, over alliances, over borders. But Kael knew the real battlefield. The real war was waged in the heart of a woman.

And Elyndra Valcrest was already bleeding.

With a slow, calculated smile, Kael set the goblet aside and stood, adjusting the folds of his tunic. He had already won. The rest was only a matter of time.

To be continued...

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