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Chapter 10 - Believe in yourself

Gendai: (Cries) I knew it's my fault that I hid myself from him, I just found it hard to approach him with the many chances I got. I never thought Angelly would've been looking out for me I just wish he would notice me but I'm not like her, she has it she's strong brave and not scared to be herself.

While all I ever did was focus on how bearly making smh progress, what really is holding me back? What do I have to do for him to notice me.

Kazimir: Not a thing.

Gendai: How did u find me?

Kazimir: Not like you were trying to hide yourself it was easy to find since I could hear you talking to yourself.

Gendai: How do you really see me Kazimir what am I to you in your eyes.

Kazimir: (Looks down at her) Well how I see you is that you're a girl who's trying her trying her best to accomplish something. Wanting to prove to people that you aren't what you are from the outside it's admire able to be honest.

Gendai: And are you for real about that? (Soft tone)

Kazimir: Yes that what I see you as but that's not what you am to me.

Gendai: Then what am I to you? (Concern expression)

Kazimir: (Looks at her with a straight face) Your just in the back lines like Angelly, Can't rely on y'all selves scared of being alone and only confident when you have someone to cover you. You're a parasite it's like without me there is no you that's what you are to me.

Gendai: (Breaks down)

Kazimir: You should take what I'm saying as advice you said you want to strong without relying on your powers of controlling lust, you should really focus on that otherwise you're just worthless to your oath that your forsaking right now.

Gendai: (Breaking down in tears)

Kazimir: (Stands over here and watching her cry for 10 minutes)

Kazimir: You done now the others waiting for us to comeback we should get going.

Gendai: (slightly walks off back to the penthouse)

Kazimir (In his thoughts) I know that's not what you want to hear but it's exactly what you need to hear, you're holding yourself back because I'm the issue. So this is the best for you I didn't want to break you but I see your potential and even if you hate me now just prove to me that you aren't a parasite I believe in you.

As Kazimir opens the door and return back with Gendai seeing she's still the same as she left they ask Kazimir what happened, he said it's nothing to worry about and that they talked Gendai went to her room and lay in her bed.

Gendai: I really thought out of all people you would be the one to see me as different but that's a lie I guess I have to prove to you too that I'm not what I look. I will show you I will improve myself and show you what I'm capable of I will stop hiding in my shell and become the best that I can be and this time I will do it without you.

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