I rushed out his room without looking back. My heart pounded. I went to my dorm and turned on the shower. I stand there staring at the wall as the warm water bounced off my skin. What was I thinking? Maybe I should go back? I kept questioning myself. Ever since I went to England to study, I couldn't stop thinking of fiat. I'd become obsessed with him. Going from seeing someone everyday even if you hated them to not seeing them at all. It felt like he'd died. I knew he hadn't but that's how it felt. I kept seeing him everywhere even though he wasn't. After a while I missed his face, his anger, his laughter and his smile. I missed him. I didn't intentionally mean to sleep with him, I just wanted to tease him. But I couldn't help myself, my lust took over. I really didn't want this to stop but I had no choice fiat wasn't and won't ever be available for me. I'd be dead if anyone found out about that night. The thoughts of that night flooded my head. Turning me on. I slowly started tugging myself thinking of fiats piercing eyes. His touch. His kisses. Before I knew it I'd ejaculated all in the shower. I cleaned up and got into bed.
I wake up early and get ready for university. Bear was waiting outside. As i got in the lift fiat was there. I tried to ignore him. But I couldn't help but take a glance at him. He was incredibly handsome. He didn't notice me. When the lift landed at the ground floor, I waited till he got out before I left. When we got to university I chose a seat at the front as I didn't want to sit near him. "Why are we sitting here, I thought you hated the front." Bear leans in to ask. " I don't want to sit near fiat." "Oh is it about last night. I saw a video online of both your families arguing again. I really don't get it why do you argue." He sighs shaking his head. " I haven't the foggiest of clues as to why we do. All I know is I've hated them all my life and vice versa." I turned to look at them. "Hey, what you looking at, wanna go. Come on I'd love to punch your face in." Tame shouts. " leave it! Just ignore them. They're not worth it " Bear bites back.
After class we head to the cafeteria. I grab some food and sit down. Followed by Bear. We chat amongst ourselves, Bear talking about how he missed England. I missed it a little but I wouldn't have been able to see fiat. God what was I thinking? We didn't pay much attention to our surroundings. " if I knew you were here I'd of gone somewhere else." Tame shouted slamming his try on the table. " go away, your making me loose my appetite." I shout back. " god who stamped on your grave. Bit harsh that was." He laughed. I looked up to see fiat standing there with no food. " you not eating." I sigh. Bear looked at me with his brow raised whilst I was picking at my plate. " let's go! I don't want to eat here anyway." Fiat shot me a filthy look. I push my plate away, throw myself back in my seat and cross my arms. " what's the matter ford?" Bear asks. " your being weird. Not eating and being too nice it's kinda awkward." I just lost my appetite." I turn to Bear. "Let's go drink tonight. I could do with one." " are you sure you're okay? You never drink." "Fine" I say blankly at him. We sat in silence for a while before I get up and head to find some privacy. I went to sit on the roof. Put in my earphones and sit on the floor with my back against the wall. I light up a cigarette. I sigh . I couldn't hear the music because my thoughts were so loud. I had him right in my hands. How could I let him slip away from me?
Later that night...
All day I thought about Fiat. But I'm not going to let him get the best of me tonight. We chose the busiest club in town. I needed to sleep with a few girls to get my mind. I stared necking back the shots. "Jeez Ford slow down I don't want to carry you home!" Bear tried to take the glass from me but I pushed him away. "So are you going to tell me what's wrong? You've not been yourself all day." I frowned. " I can't tell you, it's a secret." I took another shot and slammed down my glass. I started dancing with the flow of the music forgetting my problems. I saw a girl in a shot dress, she was pretty hot. So I started to dance with her. "Hey! Get your hands off my girl." I hear a voice say. " if she was your girl she wouldn't be dancing with me like this wouldn't she?" I push the guy. He raised his fist to hit me but Fiat stopped it with his hand. "What are you doing? Are you trying to get hurt!" He shouts at me. " maybe I wanted to fight!" I shout back. He grabs hold of me but I shake him off and stumble to the bar. I take a few shots before passing out.
[Fiat]
I sigh as I look down at Ford who was passed out at the bar. I tap him a few times "Ford come on it's time to go home." He shrugs his shoulders "mmmm" he grunts "I don't want to go anywhere with you." "Look at you! You're a mess." I take a deep breath and say calmly before picking him up and putting him on my back. He struggles for a bit shouting for me to leg go. But I don't listen and walk with him on me.
Walking through the street Ford whispers in my ear " you really hurt my feelings you know." He then passes out putting his head on my shoulder. My eyes widened. WHY PASS OUT NOW!! My heart started to pound quickly.
As I got to his apartment, I use one of my hands to feel for his keys in his pocket. I accidentally grabbed his backside. " could wait till we're inside." Ford whispered. My eyes widened. "Keys where are your keys ." I quickly say. Lowering him to the floor. " ah shoot there with Bear I think." He crashes to the floor. How can someone get this drunk?? "Come on up, I'll take you to mine. No obligations."
We finally get to my room and he crashes on the bed. I sigh looking down at him holding my brows. "Come on get off the bed you reek." He growls. I undress him to his boxers. " go shower." He refuses to move. I turn to walk out the room. To my surprise he grabs my arm and pulls me on to the bed hugging me. I tried my hardest to push him off but he pinned me. My heart pounded fast. At this rate he will give me a heart attack. What was my body doing? He's off limits! I look down at him, he has his head on my chest and I smile. He looks so handsome now he's matured. GOD! I shake the thoughts out my head and close my eyes. This felt good. Having him in my arms felt good. BUT IT WAS WRONG! After tonight I'm going to back to hating him. But at this moment I'm going to engrave it in my brain. The last time I will touch him and feel for him like this. I opened my eyes and kissed his head. I started to get hard just looking at him. JEEZ! WHAT AM I DOING!!!! I tried to push him away but he grumbled at me and clung on tighter. His warmth was so comforting. I closed my eyes and went to sleep.
[Ford]
I open my eyes the lights were blinding me. Wait hang on a minute where am I? I looked up to see Fiats head leaning close to me his arms wrapped around me. I try not to make any more movements. I blush. I bury my head into his chest. My head pounded. "Oww!" I say rubbing it. Fiat startles awake. " mmm be quiet I'm trying to sleep!" He grumbled. " how did I end up here." I say questioning. " I carried you home from the club, you lost your keys, so I brought you here and then you wouldn't let go. So I went to sleep. Like I'm trying to do now." "Looks like you won't let go of me." His eyes widened and he loosened his grip. "I'm gonna shower I'll wake you up after." I ran into the bathroom and close the door. My heart pounded so hard I thought it would explode. I run the tap and threw cold water on my face. What was happening to me I'm a mess!! I run the shower and get in . Ahhhhh that's better. I stand there and let the water hit my skin. My mind was blank.
CCCCCLLLLLLIIICCCKKK!!!!
The door opened then shut. "Hey what are you doing??" I shout trying to cover myself. " you're taking too long so I thought I'd join you. Not like I haven't seen it before." He says looking down at me fully exposed. Embarrassed I turn to face the wall. "Only if you scrub my back." I laughed. He leans in. "I can see your hard." My eyes widened as I felt his warm breath brush the back of my ear. " what are you doing!" I turn around and try to push him out the way. His strength was so intense I couldn't move. He was like a brick wall. He pulls me in and kisses me. " stop that!" " if you make hard we can fuck." He smirks holding my face. Then our lips locked again. I could never resist him. I couldn't say no when's he's offering it like this. I pulled away looking confused. " you said you didn't want to do this anymore." "Just shut up and kiss me." He pulled me back in to kiss again. I grabbed his manhood and started to stroke him. He moans. I drop to my knees and take all of him in my mouth. Using one hand round him pumping as I suck whilst the other I use to loosen my ass hole. "God you are fucking sexy when you do that." He says digging his nails in my back.
BANG!! BANG!! "Sir are you in there." I hear Boss's voice. Fiat tried to push me off but I didn't work. I took him in my mouth. "Yyyes! Go wait in the car I won't be long." He shouts back holding back his moans. I suck harder taking his full length in my mouth. "I can wait here if you like ?" He shouts back. " NNNN...NNOOO it's fine, I won't be long." We tried to be quiet but a few moans slipped out. "It's fucking hot when you do that." He whispered. As soon as the coast was clear he flip me around pushing himself him inside me. "awwwwch to hard." I let out a moan. He starts to pound me hard. He grabs my dick and starts to pump it. I Let out a load moan as he hit my prostate. He continued driving deeper in me. The harder he thrusts the more I moan. "Fuck you do love it rough don't you." He smirks. All of a sudden I felt my body tingling. "Wait I think I'm gonna pee." I shout. "Do it we're in the shower." "I can't take it no more I think I'm gonna cum." " I thought you wanted to pee." " I don't know what I'm feeling right now." " I wanna see you face." He picks me up slamming me against the wall. Fucking me hard and fast. My face is red and I can't catch my breath. All of a sudden I make the loudest moan. PPPPPPSSSSSSTTTT!! "What the hell was that!" Fiat says with a devilish look. "I don't know either. I've never done that before." I felt embarrassed. He grabs my face. "That was so sexy. I want you to do it again." I blush "I don't think I can." He rams inside me. "Think I'd let you go before I finish, not. Chance." My heart races. He was so hot like this. We moan load as he slams into me. I dig my nails in his back. AM I REALLY GONNA CUM AGAIN?? I could feel my hole tighten around his shaft. "Fuck you're really gonna make me cum this time , pulling faces like that!" I couldn't hold back! "Mmmmmm" I moan really loud as i did it again. Breathlessly Fiat looks at me. " I couldn't believe it a first but you are a squirter, I only saw it in porn but I've never done that myself." I felt embarrassed by his words. I squirted? It was so pleasurable I wanted to do I again. I cleaned my self down and headed out the shower leaving Fiat behind.
This was getting to much I need to get the feelings out my head. Ford came out the bathroom with just a towel round his waist. My eyes widened at his muscular physique. "Stop looking at me like that. It's not like you haven't seen I before." He huffs. I know I've seen him before but every time I see him it feels like the first time. He would always be hot to me. "I think we should see other people. This time I'm serious. This is getting out of hand and we shouldn't be doing this. What if our parents found out we'd be dead. Plus I didn't want it to be like this. The first time I was only meant to tease you. I don't know what got over me, maybe the alcohol was talking. I think I want to sleep with other people and experience life. " I look to the ground. " I never said you couldn't. I agree we shouldn't of done it in the first place. I'm not even gay, so I don't know why I'm sleeping with you in the first place. well then if you put it like that I have a compromise. One month we sleep with as many girls as we can. Who ever wins the other gets to do as we say. One thing the other wants the other has to do." He smirks. " erm what do you mean like that a competition? If I win you have to do one thing I say?" "Who says you gonna win?" He laughs. " if I do win I'll have you begging on your knees in front of my father." I laughed with excitement. " I'll have Bear keep score on me, this way it's fair I wanna see you on your knees for once." "That's fine by me I'll do the same Tame can keep count for me." We shake hands as a deal like we always done and I leave the apartment.