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Chapter 66 - Finding Solace In Chaos

(Oh no, I can't believe this. I need to find a solution; this is really annoying.)

(I need to think about how I'm going to figure out what's right.)

Our character starts thinking for a long time.

(I've thought about this so much, it's 2:22 AM right now.)

(Today was probably the longest day of my life.)

(I can't remember another day where I've had so much in one day. I need to rest now; the bags under my eyes are so dark, I'm exhausted, and my body can't handle it anymore.)

Our character takes his medication and tries to sleep.

[2 Hours 37 Minutes Later]

(Nothing is going well; my medicine is not working, I can't sleep. It's 4:59 AM right now and I have to get up in 2 hours to get ready for school. I have to go to school with only 2 hours of sleep.)

(I have to get through the day with only 2 hours of sleep and deal with these problems; I may not be able to do it. I'm not even sure if I can sleep right now; I've been tossing and turning all night and it's made me sweat a lot.)

(Life is tiring me out; it's like there are forces pressing on me from all sides.)

(I don't know what to do. Life is getting harder than ever. They say that problems increase as you grow up, and they were right. But the difference between me and others is that they didn't choose their problems; I chose my own problems. I should have known when I started down this path that I would encounter these problems.)

(I hope I can get used to it; otherwise, my end will be cruel. I need to sleep now.)

(Please I can sleep.)

Our character is trying to sleep.

[1 Hour 14 Minutes Later]

(I'm going crazy, I still can't sleep. Why have I been having trouble sleeping for the last two years? It wasn't like this before. Didn't we go everywhere as a family to fix this? Do I need to explain this to my family again?)

(This problem had gotten better recently, but now it's starting to happen again, I wonder if I'm having these problems when I start worrying about things because the recurrence of my sleep problem and my involvement in these hacking incidents are directly proportional to the dates, so it means that the whole problem is mine, so it's normal that the places we go can't help me, because the problem is mine.)

(I just want to sleep; enough already.)

(Let me sleep now, please.)

(I need to take another pill; it'll make me more addicted, but I have no other choice.)

Our character takes his medication and tries to sleep, and finally falls asleep.

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