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Chapter 44 - The darkness beneath the lights

After several days of family exploration and quiet island wonder, Hawaii had become more than just a tropical escape—it was a sanctuary for both body and soul. The preceding days had been filled with shared laughter, nostalgic reminiscences, and sunlit adventures as Adriano, his mother, and his father immersed themselves in the island's natural beauty.

However, on the day his parents decided to indulge in some much‐needed "couple time," Adriano found himself with an unexpected solitude. A day free from familial obligations was rare for him, and he couldn't help but feel both relieved and uneasy about being on his own. He had barely enough time to catch his breath before he decided to take a long, aimless walk along the beach, hoping the rhythmic crash of the surf would clear his mind before his demanding career called him back.

The morning was bright and clear, with the sun's rays dancing on the gently rippling water. Adriano strolled along the shore, his thoughts drifting between memories of past glories and the pressure of the upcoming World Cup. The weight of expectations—the roar of stadiums, the ceaseless scrutiny of the media, the relentless training—was a constant companion. Today, however, he just wanted a quiet moment to himself, to reflect on what it all meant outside the relentless glare of fame.

As he walked further down the beach, Adriano's attention was suddenly caught by the energetic sounds of laughter and playful shouts. Ahead, a lively game of beach volleyball was in full swing. A group of young women, radiant in their athletic gear and carefree smiles, danced across the sand, chasing a bright, soaring ball. Among them was a familiar figure—Kate. Dressed casually in a light summer outfit that hinted at her innate beauty, she was laughing heartily with her friends, her hair catching the sunlight with every burst of movement.

Adriano's initial instinct was to turn around and continue his solitary walk. He wasn't in the mood for further distractions, especially not ones that might complicate the fragile balance he'd carved out for himself amidst the pressures of his career. Yet, as he tried to slip away, a clear voice rang out, "Adriano!" The call was warm, insistent—a blend of mischief and genuine invitation that made him pause in his tracks.

With a resigned sigh, he turned around. His eyes met Kate's across the sandy expanse. For a moment, he offered a tired smile and a tentative wave, the kind that spoke of polite acknowledgment rather than deep interest. But as he began approaching her, he couldn't help but notice that her friends were exchanging whispers and subtle glances. Their expressions were curious, even amused, as if they were privy to a secret he wasn't yet aware of.

"Hey, how's it going?" Adriano asked, his voice polite, but there was an edge to it, an undertone of something deeper—a flicker of uncertainty. His eyes flicked briefly between Kate and the small group of women gathered around her, as if unsure whether to join or keep his distance.

Kate, sharp and attuned to the subtle shifts in people, tilted her head slightly. "Is this a bad time?" she asked softly, her concern evident in the way her words carried a hint of hesitation, as if trying to gauge the mood.

Adriano shook his head, offering a small, almost wistful smile. "No, it's alright. I was just… thinking about some things," he said, his gaze drifting for a moment, his mind still processing the whirlwind of events around him.

"Why don't you join us for a bit?" Kate suggested gently, her eyes lighting up with a touch of warmth. She gestured to the others in the group. "We're just taking a break. It'd be nice to have you around."

Adriano paused, the internal tug-of-war playing out quietly within him. "I don't want to intrude on your time," he replied, his tone courteous but cautious, as if unsure how to balance his own need for space with his desire to be polite.

Before the conversation could stretch further, one of Kate's friends—a stylish woman with an effortlessly confident aura—stepped forward, a playful glint in her eyes. "Oh, come on. Don't be so formal," she teased, her voice light and teasing. "We don't mind at all."

Kate's friend, with a warm yet mischievous smile, introduced herself first. "I'm Sophia Bush," she said, her voice carrying a playful charm, the kind that suggested she was no stranger to making people feel at ease. "And this is Lucy Varagon," she added, nodding toward the other woman. The introductions were quick, with the sense of familiarity between them obvious, a close-knit bond that spoke of shared moments and easy camaraderie.

Adriano offered a polite smile, nodding in return. "Nice to meet you both."

Lucy, who had been intermittently checking her phone, suddenly sat up straighter, her eyes widening as she looked at the screen. "Hey, it's really you!" she said, her voice filled with a mix of excitement and disbelief. She held up her phone in his direction, her finger pointing at the screen. Adriano's brow furrowed in confusion, then curiosity.

"What do you mean?" he asked with a small chuckle, leaning in slightly to see what had caught Lucy's attention.

There, on the screen, was his football profile—his name, his face, and his accomplishments. Headlines proudly displayed his record-breaking feats, his performances against legendary teams like Real Madrid and Barcelona, and comparisons to some of the best players in the world—Messi, Ronaldo, and others. The numbers, the accolades, the market value—all of it was there in black and white.

Lucy's grin spread wider, her voice taking on an almost theatrical tone. "You're one of the hottest football stars in Europe! Look at this—records shattered, trophies won… you're practically a living legend at just 18!" She laughed, clearly enjoying the attention of sharing this revelation with her friends, the way it almost seemed to elevate the moment.

Adriano smiled, a slight shake of his head accompanying his response. "That's a bit of an exaggeration," he said, his tone light but filled with modesty. "I'm just a guy who loves playing football. It's not all glitz and glamour—there's a lot of hard work behind it, too."

Kate, her surprise clear, let out a small, soft laugh, her eyes wide as she processed the unexpected news. "I didn't realize you were so famous," she said, her voice tinged with a mixture of admiration and something else—perhaps a bit of wonder. "What's it like, being a star and all? How do you enjoy the fame?"

Adriano's expression softened, the smile fading just slightly as he considered the question. "It's not all rainbows and butterflies," he replied, his voice calm and measured. "It has its burdens. I try not to focus too much on the outside noise. I focus on the game—that's what matters."

Sophia, who had been quietly watching the exchange, leaned in toward Kate with a teasing smirk, her voice low and playful. "You really have the best luck," she whispered with a wink. "Running into a superstar like him when you least expect it."

Kate gave a small shrug, her cheeks coloring just a bit, a faint blush spreading across her skin. She met Adriano's gaze for a moment before looking away, almost as if to downplay the interaction. Her eyes lingered on him for a moment longer, though, an unspoken curiosity flickering in them.

As the conversation shifted to something lighter, Lucy's voice piped up again, this time more playful. "Hey, can we take a photo with you? Just a quick selfie?" She raised her phone as she spoke, the group of women all glancing at each other, clearly excited at the prospect of capturing the moment.

Adriano's expression softened further, and with a polite nod, he agreed. "Sure, why not?"

The group gathered around him, their energy infectious as they arranged themselves for the picture. The sound of their laughter mixed with the rhythmic crash of the nearby surf, the moment feeling surprisingly normal despite the starstruck excitement. The flash of the phone's camera was followed by more laughter and a few playful remarks about how "perfect" the photo was.

As the game of volleyball resumed in the background, and the sun began its slow descent toward the horizon, casting long shadows over the sand, Sophia casually mentioned, "We're heading back to our villa. You should come with us for a drink, continue the conversation there." Her tone was warm and inviting, her words a simple offer to extend the moment.

Adriano hesitated for a brief moment, a small internal battle playing out. "I appreciate the offer," he said, his tone polite but firm. "But I promised my parents I'd be back in time to help with dinner. Plus, I've got some things to prepare for the World Cup. I can't really spare much time right now."

There was a brief silence between them, the kind that felt heavy yet unspoken, as Kate caught the flicker of uncertainty in Adriano's eyes. It didn't take long for her to notice it—subtle, but there—like a faint shadow that hung over him. She could see the effort he was making to push through it, but the tension was still there. 

 Kate hesitated, then spoke gently, her voice soft, with a touch of concern. "Maybe… would you like some company on your walk?" She glanced over at the path that ran alongside the beach, then back at him, her expression unreadable for a moment. "I can walk with you for a bit, if you don't mind."

Adriano hesitated, torn between the comfort of solitude and the possibility of a deeper conversation that might give him the clarity he needed. His eyes dropped to the sand for a moment, and he found himself weighing the offer. The weight of his thoughts, the heaviness of his responsibilities, and the constant hum of expectations were beginning to catch up with him. But something in Kate's offer felt like an invitation to escape that for a while—if only for a few moments.

Finally, he nodded. "Sure, why not?" His voice was softer than before, the stiffness of his previous thoughts melting away just a little. He offered her a small, genuine smile, one that lacked the usual layers of guardedness.

Together, they walked along the shoreline, their steps leaving brief, fleeting marks in the wet sand. The air was cool but comforting, the distant crash of waves against the shore providing a steady rhythm that helped quiet their minds. There was no rush, no pressure—just the two of them walking at their own pace, with nothing but the vast ocean and the occasional shout of laughter from the volleyball game behind them to fill the silence.

For a while, neither of them spoke. It was a comfortable quiet, one that allowed each of them to settle into their thoughts. But eventually, Kate broke the silence, her voice cutting through the gentle roar of the surf.

"Was it my imagination, or were you trying to avoid us earlier?" she asked, her tone playful, but there was a thread of genuine concern woven through the words. She shot him a sidelong glance, as though testing the waters, wanting to know if he'd open up or brush her off.

Adriano glanced at her, surprised by the directness of her question, but also a little relieved that she wasn't making it awkward. He sighed, the sound almost imperceptible, and then his gaze drifted out to the horizon, where the sky met the ocean in a stretch of blue and orange. His mind seemed to wander for a moment, lost in the memory of the earlier discomfort. It wasn't something he could easily explain, but somehow, in the calm of this walk, he felt like he could try.

"It's not that I was avoiding you," he began, his voice low, thoughtful. "I just… sometimes I need to clear my head. You know, to think without distractions. Everything's been moving so fast lately—the World Cup, the constant pressure, all the responsibilities. It's hard to find a moment where it's just quiet, just me. And when there's so much going on, sometimes I pull away to make sense of it all." He spoke honestly, his words shaped by the weight of his career and the expectations that came with it.

As he spoke, he noticed Kate's expression shift. The playful lightness in her eyes dimmed slightly, replaced by something softer, more understanding. Her shoulders relaxed, and she looked out at the waves, nodding as though she too could relate to that sense of needing to escape, even for just a moment.

"Sounds like you're carrying a lot," she said quietly, her voice barely rising above the sound of the ocean. "I get it. Sometimes it feels like the world's pulling you in all these different directions, and you just need a minute to breathe. I mean, your life must be completely overwhelming with everything you have going on."

Adriano let out a small, almost bitter laugh. "You have no idea," he murmured. "But I've got to keep going. I don't have the luxury of stepping back."

Kate glanced over at him again, her eyes searching, as if trying to understand the unspoken weight behind his words. But before she could say anything more, Adriano turned to her, his tone shifting slightly. He had noticed the small change in her expression, the way she seemed to close off just a little, a subtle change that piqued his curiosity.

"Hey," he said, his voice softer now, more concerned. "What's wrong?" His gaze was steady, and for the first time, it wasn't just the image of the star athlete looking out for himself—it was someone who saw her, really saw her. And that made her feel both exposed and oddly safe.

Kate hesitated, her gaze drifting down to the sand as she tried to find the right words. For a long moment, she said nothing, and Adriano was about to speak again when she finally exhaled, the breath heavy and laden with something unsaid.

"This vacation," she began, her voice low, almost fragile, "it was supposed to be my escape from everything. From the noise, the expectations. After that big photoshoot last year, when I first got a taste of fame, all the offers started coming in. But they're all the same now—swimsuits, lingerie, even some… nude shoots. I wanted to be taken seriously as an actress, to show people my talent beyond just my looks. But now, everyone sees me as an object. And even my family… they can't help but criticize me." She trailed off, her words hanging in the air like a confession, one that she had perhaps kept buried for longer than she realized.

Adriano didn't speak immediately. He could hear the frustration, the sorrow in her voice. It wasn't something she often showed, he imagined, this vulnerability that lay just beneath the surface of the poised, polished image she presented to the world.

She continued, her voice cracking slightly, the words a whisper against the crashing waves. "Was it wrong to pursue my dreams? I wanted to be more than just a pretty face. I wanted to act, to express myself, to be respected for my talent. But now… now I feel trapped. Every opportunity seems to force me into this image, this role that I never really wanted."

Adriano stopped walking and turned to face her, his gaze unwavering. The question she had asked wasn't one he could answer for her, but he could offer something—something he had learned from his own struggles with fame and expectations.

"Kate," he began slowly, his voice steady but filled with sincerity. "I'm not here to judge your choices, or tell you what you should do. But let me ask you—are you okay with being seen only as an object? Does fame, in all its glittering promises, mean more to you than your self-respect, your dignity?"

He looked into her eyes, his voice earnest and unflinching. "Fame and Hollywood glamour might seem beautiful on the surface, but beneath that shine lies an abyss of schemes, manipulations, and lies. It's so easy to get lost in the stardom—where every smile hides an ulterior motive, and every compliment might be just another trap. At the end of the day, you have to be able to look at yourself in the mirror and feel proud of who you are and what you do. If you can't do that, then maybe you're on the wrong path."

There was a pause, a long one. Kate stood still, her eyes staring out at the ocean as the last of the sun's warmth flickered across the water. Adriano's words seemed to settle over her like a quiet truth, one that she had heard but perhaps never truly understood until now.

"You are a beautiful, intelligent, and kind person, Kate," he added quietly. "The fact that you can realize this much proves it. You should value yourself more than what the world currently sees. I believe you can do better—if that's what you want. But it has to be your choice, your path to follow."

Kate didn't respond immediately. She was lost in thought, the weight of his words hanging in the air. Adriano stayed silent too, giving her the time and space she needed to process everything.

When she finally spoke, her voice was barely above a whisper. "I… I never thought of it that way." She blinked, then looked at him, her eyes glistening with the beginnings of unshed tears. "I guess I've been so caught up in what others expect of me, in this false reality, that I lost sight of what I really want."

Adriano offered her a soft smile, his expression gentle. "Sometimes it takes a moment of clarity—when you're alone with your thoughts—to see the truth. I know how hard it is to balance ambition with staying true to yourself. I've been fighting that battle too, every day, with every match, with every decision I make. It's not always possible to make the right decisions."

"Sometimes I wonder," Kate whispered, her voice trembling slightly as she looked into his eyes, "if the price of fame is worth it when it means sacrificing who you are. I feel torn between following my passion for acting and succumbing to the shallow demands of the industry."

Adriano's gaze softened. "I get it. The world loves to reduce us to images and labels. But you are so much more than the roles they try to cast you in. You have dreams, aspirations—qualities that define you, not the way you look on a screen or in a magazine."

They walked in silence for a few more minutes, their steps slow and unhurried. The sun had begun to dip lower, casting long, golden shadows across the beach. Finally, as the path to the villa appeared before them, Adriano spoke again, his voice quiet but firm.

"I'm almost at the villa," he said, glancing over at Kate. "I have to go back."

She met his gaze, her eyes soft with gratitude. "Thank you, Adriano," she whispered. "Thank you for listening—and for reminding me that there's more to life than what everyone else expects."

He nodded, his smile sincere. "Take care of yourself, Kate."

As he walked away, his figure slowly fading into the distance, Kate remained standing there, the weight of their conversation still heavy on her heart. The sounds of the ocean, the evening air, and the distant hum of the villa all faded into the background. She stood still for a long time, contemplating his words, feeling the first stirrings of change in her heart.

For the first time in a long while, she allowed herself to believe there might be something more—something beyond the glittering surface of fame. And with that thought, she finally turned and began to walk back, a quiet promise of change lingering in the space between them.

The next day, as the first light of dawn crept over the horizon, Adriano and his parents prepared to leave Hawaii and return to Brazil. A part of him wished he could linger a little longer in the island's serenity, but the call of duty was relentless. Upon landing in Brazil, the familiar tropical heat greeted him as he navigated through the crowded airport. At the airport, amidst warm embraces and promises to return, Adriano helped his parents settle in and bid them farewell as he won't be able to see them regularly. Not to mention he had to return to Portugal and catch the team flight. He only came to Brazil early to settle his parents. 

Adriano took the next flight to Portugal directly. As Adriano made his way to the arrivals area, where the bustle of international travel mingled with the excitement of homecoming. He was no stranger to these moments—the weight of the world's expectations balanced by the quiet strength of personal resolve. With a deep breath, he steeled himself for the next phase of his journey.

 Adriano made his way to the staff office of the Portugal team. The atmosphere there was charged with anticipation and an undercurrent of excitement—news had spread quickly about the arrival of their star player, and there was a palpable energy as everyone prepared for the next big challenge.

Inside the bustling staff room, Adriano was greeted with warm handshakes and congratulatory words from coaches, trainers, and some fellow players. Cristiano , Bruno Fernandes and some others would be arriving the next day.

Amid the chatter about tactics and strategies for the upcoming matches, there was an unspoken understanding that every player, including him, was now stepping into a new chapter—one where personal struggles and public triumphs were intertwined.

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