Meyer's POV
His small feats are not even going to hurt me. But I guess he was hurt because of me.
"Why are you saying all this? Why… You are a baddie… I hate you, I hate you so much… sob"
It's not like I can't understand how he is feeling. I can understand. But I don't want my emotions to ruin him. Still, I can't see him crying. I push his head to me and hugged him. He was crying on my shoulder.
All I can do is comfort him, so he won't catch a cold from crying. But while comforting him, my eyes also became teary. Because I am imagining that one day will come on which I won't be able to see Orian's face anymore. He will only remain in my memory, just in my memory. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry.
"I can't live without you, Meyer. I can't. If you're talking like this, then I will kill myself. Rather than live without you."