(Karsten)
I didn't understand the suddenness of Arata's decision. I thought we had a great understanding of keeping it casual and pleasurable for both of us.
Why did she suddenly decide to not sleep with me anymore?
Was the sex disappointing or less thrilling without a mask on my face? Because she certainly didn't tell Azul she wouldn't be sleeping with him anymore.
Her reason didn't seem believable and I wondered why she had decided to pull the plug on me.
Did my Karsten persona seem less desirable?
I knew she wasn't very keen on some aspects of my personality, but recently, we had been connecting well and having fun on numerous occasions.
I couldn't shake the disappointment her words had brought me. After dinner, I headed up and longingly stared at her door which had been shut.
Huffing a sigh, I entered my room and closed the door. She was so near and yet so far away from me.
