*Lucien*
I could not believe she decided to go on a date with that guy. I just can not believe she actually defied me.
Okay, maybe, I can believe. I do not have any right to stake my claim on her. She is not mine even though she feels like it.
I sigh at how she aggravates and frustrates me. I just know she is going on the date today to frustrate me, and show me that she can. Knowing her, she could have shifted that date and gone later, but she did not because she was making a statement.
That she is not mine.
That what we did was really a mistake to her.
That she does not want us to be together.
But it hurts.
It pains me that she really does not want to even see me that way. I do not plan on backing out, but it does not mean my work is going to be easy for me. She is definitely not planning on making it easy on me, but I wish she would.
I need her.
I want her.
I sigh rubbing my hair.
