16 streamer?
Scream?
Cry?
Try?
I was sick of it all, I had made over 16 streamers my friends, they were small when I met them but now they all have over 70 million subscribers!
Well, i guess now that they are so big they do not need me any longer.
My friends surpassed me in everything, people who did not know even the bit of life is now more successful than me while I am stuck with 670 subscribers.
I think I am going to give it all up, I am going to suicide? I think that's the only way left right?
I have no place to call my own, no arms to sleep on. No lap to stay on, no shoulder to lean on. And no body to hug on!
I am all alone, I have no future, I have a terrible past...
And it all should end here, what? The reason?
Well... There are non! Just know that I am sick of it all. I wanna die, right now!
But before I do. I want to say a last good bye to all my friends, the streamers and to all.
I made a auto chat system which would send the same massage to all the 16 streamers at the same time. It'd be fun! Although they'll have over 20 million people sending massages every second!
Which is exactly why this is a perfect plan, I'll tell them how I loved them then I'll tell them I am going to suicide, but non of them will read it so it's alright!,
Stepping above the rooftop, man does my hair flow so much. This 108 floors building should be enough right? Well whatever...
" I loved you **** "
" I liked you **** "
" I cared for you hill climb *** "
" I needed your smile ** ! "
" I followed your guidance master *******! "
" I still watch you ******... "
" I wanna see you again ***** "
" I would like to wish you goodbye man of culture! "
" Although once I naver forgot, japanese teacher ! "
" Your names been quite hard but I hope you learnt good English my favourite idol ! "
" I hope your server is booming, even though I hated you... I actually felt jealous I hope you know! "
" ** I hope my gambling is safe "
" ** ***, I hope you are doing well my friend ! "
" Foxy howdy, and how's your roommate? "
" I hope your heart issue is solved and you can breath well my dear friend! "
" I hope you have learnt japanese quite well red hair english speaker haha "
I sended a special last massage for each of the streamers I once knew, or the people i once cared and loved !
And also, how could we forget the root of this all!
Misses ***** *****..
" I hope you come back soon, it's been 14 years downy " i had sended this message on her comments. She was the real reason I had started to support small creators in the first place.
If it weren't for her i would naver ever had shown interest on streamers !
Thank you for being my first!
" Goodbye everyone! I am off to suicide " i sended, the last 7 words I had written on the last ever step.
All 16 of them for some reason, screamed? They cried ? They begged ?
But well, i did not know they would even read, and even I knew it. I was in the air kissing the nature and ready to fall and die. My touch out my hands straight I fell hard and died in an instance.
But what I was really satisfied with was they all forgot me in just few months, though i don't blame them. Anyone would forget a useless nothing but trouble, no skill no telent nor any wealth. No education no life no future nor an good brain.
A useless worthless person like me deserves to be forgotten among anyone! I do not regret dying.
But, though I did not know but those few or to be spasafic... Those 670 subscribers of mine still remembered me till this day !
Thank you my ****** gang for that !