She desperately wanted to tell Xia Wan'an, "Don't cry," but she could no longer open her mouth.
She also desperately wanted to say another thing, the baby was named Muxi because 'the mountains may have woods, and the woods may have branches, my heart delights in you, but you do not know.'
She still wanted to see that man once more, even though his grand wedding was only a short time away; she still longed to see him...
Indeed, while her mouth talked about taking the baby to matchmaking events, deep down she just couldn't let go of him... Even unto death, she couldn't let go.
Xia Wan'an clearly felt the strength in Song Youman's grip on her hand slowly diminishing until at last, when her fingertips were completely let go, Xia Wan'an felt as if someone had smacked her on the head; her mind went blank, and she even forgot to cry.
After a while, she softly called out, "Youman?"
The response she got was silence, an unsettling kind of silence.