To destroy even the grave of his own father to catch me is utterly intolerable.
With a face cold as ice, Yiren's hatred ran deep: "Conscience? He never cared about my mother and me, did he have conscience then? For all these years since my childhood, he's ignored my existence as his daughter; since he was so heartless, don't blame me for being too harsh. Not digging up his grave is already more than he deserves."
Clearly, her mother was his wife, clearly, she was the daughter of the Hua family, she should have been enjoying a happy life, a blissful childhood.
But she ended up having nothing and fell into the hands of Ivanov with her mother, living at someone's mercy, enduring constant disdain. She also became a tool used by Ivan, could she ever feel content with that; could she not feel hatred?