If it were me, I would have the child.
Then, I would hold the baby all day in front of him to stop him from always rushing ahead in everything.
Kitten shook her head in frustration and said, "Monica once told me that love is like driving; the more powerful the woman, the more incapable she is of sitting in the passenger seat.
Leaving the driver's seat makes us lose our sense of security, but a child is like adding a brake to the passenger seat, giving us the power to hit the stop button."
Upon hearing this, Nis was taken aback for a moment and said, "Having a child would make him stop always rushing ahead?"
When Kitten heard this, it was as if she was meeting Nis for the first time. She asked curiously, "How did you use to think about it? Being his comrade and buddy in bed, sharing life and death together until the last breath?"
Nis nodded slightly and then shook her head, saying, "No, until I feel ready..."
