Thinking of the harm and neglect he had caused Xia Yiwan, Yanxi's heart felt as if it had been struck by a heavy hammer, smashing his heart, his soul, into pieces!
Damn it!
What had he done in the past?
The lifesaver he had been thinking of all this time was actually Xia Yiwan, with whom his fate had been tied long ago.
Yet, he didn't cherish it, and instead, he hurt her deeply.
Yanxi held his head in his hands, his eyes bloodshot, trembling all over like a beast that had received a huge blow.
The color in his peach blossom eyes dimmed bit by bit, and his fists clenched so tightly that the knuckles turned white.
Regret, pain, frustration, self-blame… all kinds of emotions aggressively seized his thoughts.
He violently tugged at his hair with both hands, as if only by doing so he could feel a little better.
He owed her too much, far too much!
He truly deserved to die, was truly despicable!
He wanted to question Shi Ying why she pretended to be his lifesaver?
