What do you do when you're at death's door? Many never know how it feels because death comes when they least expect it. A loved one is taken from you in a snap and then you feel like you have lost the whole world and it's impossible to take hold of it. I have never experienced what it means to lose someone but it already seems like I do… Grayson could be dead and it was like a part of me was already dead too…
And here I am in the face of death itself. I think it would have been better if it has just taken me quickly but no… this is torture… I think this is worse than death itself because I was seeing the very person who stole my heart lost in his senses, he doesn't recognize me and I don't either, I don't even know who's on top of me, I don't know who roars at me and worse I can't even read his eyes, I was always fascinated by his true color of eyes, his golden orbs but now I was scared because this very eyes that looked down on me hold nothing but death and the taste for my flesh.
