First of all, I did set the chapters to schedule but either I did something wrong or it may be a problem from this side but it wasn't posted.
I apologise for that.
And~
I am in a new country.
Away from my old country. I just got here a week ago actually.
Rent was hard to find but I managed. I have turned vegetarian by the way. Totally unrelated but I don't know how to proceed the conversation any further actually.
The same happened when I was trying to talk to people. But I managed that as well.
And.
And, I want change platforms. Not now, later.
Webnovel is good but I just want to write with a bit more freedom and (spoilers) and Webnovel is kind of not working for me.
Till then I don't know what to do with this all here. I am working on another official book( making it the fourth one) and I currently want to focus on that but sometimes, my thoughts just go towards this one and then I become conflicted.
I have still decided to continue working on the official one though, my books are my only source of livelihood now and they are quite literally the only reason why I haven't snapped or done worse things.
Plus the earnings are good. And I would need it. Rent here is actually dirt cheap since it's countryside and so is the food... materials.
But as I was just searching the web for websites, I found that they are kinda costly, and just having a website isn't enough, I also need to get domain, server and hosting and a few other things that I don't even know the spelling of so I can't type and I am not searching for their spelling.
It's a lot and I am overwhelmed. I shouldn't have just doom searched for nothing, my food had even got cold.
Now the good news.
I am fine. I sleep 6 to 9 hours daily (not at night) and I have been visiting the farms and roads and there's even a canal where I have gone once. I regularly take rest between writings. I have been eating three meals a day, sometimes even one but I am trying.
My neighbours, my neighbours are... I don't know how to explain it properly without sounding like I am brooding or being cynical but... they are extroverted and I don't know their language but they still try to talk to me or greet me in English whenever they see me and I can't explain why but I kinda don't want to talk.
Well, I do know why but I don't want to go any deeper on that. Time will surely heal.
I am not getting a job or planning to. I have enough of it.
Yeah, this should be it. I am writing but I do have some free time everyday. I will see if I feel like posting.
Now onto to the rant.
All of you that are uncomfortable with a clearly evil being killing clearly evil beings should not be reading my works. Do something else or read something else, just don't whine to me about it.
I wrote Surya Jayvardhan as a being who was everything that I hated. I wrote it for the sole purpose of an evil being getting his punishment without any ends or hope.
That was stupid of me. My thoughts have changed now but one thing hasn't changed,
I do not condone to any actions that he does.
Even then, yes, even then, when one of you or any of you, suddenly complains to me that they are dropping the book because he is someone who 'kills humans" , drop it, I don't care. You don't need to announce it as well.
Like I don't understand. An evil person is dying. Getting killed, for those of you who wanted to be more precise, why do you have a problem with that?
Do you not want an evil humans to get their end or do you want to know exactly what they did to justify the killings?
You guys have no problem when it's not human. Don't deny it, I have read a lot of books and read a lot of your comments in them and I don't think you have a problem when some MC does that to demons or beasts or someone else.
Anyways, I want to say a lot but I feel like they are words wasted. You won't change and neither do I plan to.
He will kill, humans are no more than air to him. This is a part of his character, a core part of his character and I refuse to change it.
If you don't like it, read something else, don't waste your time here.
That's enough for the rant.
Lastly, this one.
For all those that read my works and didn't like it and just gave up or for whatever reason still continued or you actually liked it and are waiting for more, I apologise.
I don't know when I will post. I have written, just don't feel like posting. Even this book has been finished but I had a weird phase and deleted every chapter in my rage and despair.
I am feeling a lot better nowadays. I hope it continues. The moment I feel like I am not doing some unwanted chores, i will post it. I promise you, I will post it all.
Till then Bye. I think.
Also, do you guys know I had a nightmare yesterday where I get fed bitter cucumbers.
I don't know why I am sharing this.