No one will ever know when it was the moment when we healed because over time you feel how the weight in your body evaporates a little by little, not decelerating the action to let us realize what we have done wrong, what we have omitted, that everything must remain in our past and that it does not have to be repeated once again to affect our future again, consciousness, dreams of every night. Healing does not have an easy cycle and has many stages that we go through, encountering pain, regret, the questions that begin with "what if I were" or "why", to accept our new version, to stop denying, to leave the past behind because it is not it that leads us but the future, to accept our mistakes and to continue our lives as if they were not a factor to represent us.
At first, you're going to feel as if it doesn't exist. That there is no way out of the dark world that has seized you, holding you through thick chains of imaginary iron. Healing is like a light breeze of air, which caresses and soothes you until behind it leaves the heat that embraces your frozen and suffering body. When you feel it for the first time your soul becomes dependent on it, wanting to escape from the prison that your memories have created for you. Never let yourself be knocked down by them, but fight to the last breath, to the last drop of life and humanity within you.
Healing will come in time and not snapping from the fingers or dreaming of it. When your body receives it, everything will be erased from your mind, leaving behind a memory of your dark past. Never regret that you have healed, because in one way or another it gives you the opportunity to start over, a new chapter that you have the opportunity to start and write as you wish. I remind you that at the end of the day it will be just you, your only reliable support that you will always need, so leave everything behind and start the life you dreamed of while you spent your days imagining "What would my new life be like?". I know it's easy to say, hard to do, but don't forget that everyone in this world also has a solution no matter how hard it is.