he: should i take her with me?
me: n-no am fine with my group no need to worry you already done so much.
he: are you sure you are safe here?
me: am safe everywere accept.. ah ha ha.. am safe.
he: i dont think you are safe here... lets just come with me i will take good care... i nodded in no.
he: should i stay here?
ashu: its girls room so no! leave gays.
he: umm ok bye.....
its night because of pain i am not able to sleep i was staring outside the window... suddenly something pass from window... its like angel or something have wings... a human body so clpse from window i quickly open the window...but saw no one... i close window, lye down sleeping at morning i wakeup and yelp when i found things around my bed on leg. i shout loud...
ashu: woh ahhh! (she just fall on leg but i push her side.
me: stay away.
lisa: oh your awake... hum... am going out for few days who going to take your care.
everyone went scilnet...
me: i can help myself (try to getup but fall..)
ara: hello gay-wait honey! how you fall... come let me help you.
i nodded.
she help me sit back. ..
ara: told you take her good care but you all huma-friends are! hump...
me: dont worry i can take my care
ara: no you cant. dont stay with them.
me:then how about i stay with my besti jk
ara: no you dont! i mean he's shedule is so tight he do lot of things he's not able to takr your care.
me: then how about kai?
lisa: nah he must be busy kid... alqays study... i dont think he can take your care well...
me: i dont got any friends.
ara: my brother can take your care why dont you try to ask
me: umm but-
ara: oh come on girl... my brother is so kind
shubhu: really?
ara: perdon what?
shubhu: i mean really! he do
ara: he must be worried about you.. he can take your good care compare to others.
ashu:(wisper) playing with her emotions.
ara: he never play with anyones emotions...
ara: honey... just call him... and trust me, i know you know how he is.
me: will he? are you sure?
ara: (assuring smile) he do and if dont just say i will bring you back and we both hit him okey?
me: hum.. ok i do a call.
i call him..
(on phone)
he:hello....oh look who call me today!
me: um.. actually the thing is i wanted to ask
he: ask me freely babe... am waiting
me: huh take my good care please... wait why i need to add please because of you this happ-
he:shhh!..now open door fast!
me: DOOR!
all: door?
suddenly door knoked..
ashu open it
he come inside quickly and sit beside me carefully..
he:(cupped my face) do anyone hurt you?
me: no.
jisso: just ashu sit on her leg.. shubhu: throw her pillows on her..
and-
lisa grab hee mouth..
his eyes turn dark glaring me..
he: hum... i see somone start lieing with me.
i look away.
he: pack her things we are moving right now... all friends start packing things..
he:(wink at ara ara wink back)
he come close litrally on me but his standing and am on bed.. his so close my cheeks turn red.. my heart is pounding crazily... he notice it.. i flinched when he slide his hand behind me grabing waist.
and frozed when he pull me up i quickly grab his neck in fear... he grab me bridal style.. he walk out of room... he purposely move so much his hands...so scare me and you know what its working... am scared...he start walk... i burried my face in chest in fear... looking stairs down.. i close eyes.. he quickly start climbing down staira making me gulp in fear.. my grips on him was tight soon we reach down.. he stoped on track i notice he stoped i look and i literally got gosbumps when his those miraculous eyes staring at me deeply... his that closeness deives me crazy and this smile. damn that smile! ita a reason of everything happen with my heart. i look down losing my tight grips... he slowly open car door put me inside car very gentaly... he returnto help them to carey bags.. (his smile today looking like he got big lottery or victory...like big bang fish caught by fisherman.
as he put bags he come inside sit beside me... i look at him he look away (oye hoye.. how should be shy here?) i laugh alittle he turn to me...
ahh his eyes continueosluly staring towards me like picking each and every pixel details of mine... i look down then out of window... but his gaze his Aura is so strong. it make me feel alot. i dwcide to pretend to sleep... after feq minutes i sense he lye me on his chest towarda shoulder and covee me with his coat. ilbut car move so he lye my head on his laps... umm his that scent of cloths.. am sleepy i dont even know when i fall in sleep in real...
here...
he: i was so worried.i call ara but she start teasing..
ara: am going to meet her... an idea poped in mind... i told ara..
as we reach i wait down ara grt inside room in talk making them trust and ask to make hee stay with me... soon hee call come plan worked. i was so happy to have her with me! i quickly run upside and i bring her down. i just cant describe today how happy i feel. well i know she's injured my wish to stay with her and she's unable to leave me is complete...
after helping her friends i sit back.. suddenly herbthat marble eyes turn to me.. ahhh my heart damn..... what magic this girl done on me! with that eyes... dont dubt her eyes when they stares they can kill her person from soul... hipnotize them someone keep her eyes hiding down... her eyes work like sword..... ahh... my heart is crazy, should i grab her hand.. 1..2..oh come-on i cant... lets just stared at her... my good she's so beautiful, hee cheeks are red she must be shy from me.... let me give my braincells work of imagination and somone of them picking her deep details ,ans some should be lost in her....
i saw her sleeping... i smiled and take her on chest.. cover her with coat...
me: drive fast! he nodded... but because of speed i was worried if her sleep breakes... i lyed her head on laps... she was looking so cute... i just cant take eyes of you..
as we reach i ask driver to bring bags inside... i gentaly take her in my strong pairs of hands.. bridal style i carefully carried hee to my room and lye her on bed. she's still sleeping. i unpack her things arrenging them.. as i done.. i lye beside her... Staring at her.. should i say am so lucky or your so unlucky... anyways we are togather it matter... finally i can sleep in peace ...i slowly hug her falling in sleep... at morning i wakeup early i bring 2 maids from castel to take her care.
as I wakeup i slide blanket away gentaly touching her feets put my head against it. thank u to bless me.
I get up walking doing basic things and thinking
she's girl and there are some help am unable to do for her.. i know and i will be here by her side to take her care but i have some limits which i shouldnt cross until she's mine. and i understand this.
i getup doing morning routine and get down towards those maids telling them shedule.
they nodded...
i get back into room and lye beside her waiting for her ( nah nah its just i have full right to tease her and she cant do anything) she open her eyes oue eyes met with each other i smiled saying good morning.
she quickly close eyes... pretending to sleep.
me: dont act i saw you are awake.
she: umm just a bit more...
i glide close her.. okey as you wish.. sleep more
she quickly getup sit on bed.. nervous by our closeness..
she: am awake! good morning sir!
me: we aint in office miss- i mean misses-(she glare at me) i laughed... pull her in hug... she atart struggle..
she: therefore i told them i can stay with jk or kai more better then thi- i quickly make her face me, getting over her...
me: you are inside my home! i dont want any man get prized inside my home accept me (she nodded little scared of my actions... but for truth i really dont like at morning in my hug she prize someone else. )
she: are you jelious
me: why whould i? no one between them can take your care like i do. now wakeup its bath time! lets go!
she: with you?
me:(shoked but smrink appare on face)
me: yes why not?
she:nah i cant then it cancel.
me: dont be lazy... she push me trying to walk..
she: i can take bath and go by myself...
pretending brave...
she was about to fall but she take support of table.
me: go on and broke your second leg.. then you need my help for 24/7 hours for every work.i mwan it every just imagine... dressup, bath, sleep, also! she gulped.. rising one hand
me: go on fast... am waiting to keep you in my arms for 24/7 hours ans do everything for you. it must be fun for me..
she: help me.
me: i dont hear you
she: please help me
me: ok babe am coming.
i pick up her and drag hee to bath tub gentally put her in bath tub in position were hee legs dont hurt..
me: should i help you undress you! or help for bath (her cheeks turn damn red... like tomato..)
she: jerk! leave!
me: ha ha.. ha... ok madam...
i call maids to help her they enter inside bathroom helping her. i come sown making breakfast for us. as i done i get back into room and saw maids helping hwe to zip up dress... i sign them to leave.. they leqve she seems confused.. i slowly grab zip from behind.. taking up but she flinched look behind (so she can sense my touch differently i see)
i take her in back hug sniffing her..umm am relaxed her magical scent drives me crazy over her.
me: you look beautiful my queen. i grab lotions beside makeup table kneel down front of her staring into her eyes.. applying on her hands. and then cupped hee face slowly applying. i grab comb.. fixing her hairs..
me: lets go down. she noddwd in no
me: why?
she: makeup! it remains..
me: ha ha you dont need makeup, you are so beautiful already.
she deny bing stubborn to do..
me: fine am on bed waiting be quick!
she nodded... grabing products.
i start stare at her... folding my hands..
( i start reading her mind)
(she dont want i carry her again and again... give her love which she was craving for...she's scared of love. she thinking about her imperfections, aaying in mind i deserve best... she's monster... she's scared what if i leave her between way of life, hurt her.. if this my love is show for moments.. her thoughts are hurting me... she's thinking she's alone... she wanted to turn her heart into rock... but cause of me she cant....she'thinking who am i to her.... she just cant get me out of her mind...she tty to hate me so much time... but again and again and and sequencely falling deep for me.....she shouldnt fall for angel/ prince like me... thinking herself monster... who dont desurve love. thinking why whould peeson like me choose the most failure art of good...she want i love her so much unconditionally, eternally, hide from world save her. rescue her from herself from her loved once, from world... hid her in my embarrace and let her cry on shoulder, she think she is dumb... she dont know about lot of things like me.. and she's not match for me... she hate herself more than anyone... asking god qhy he make her like this... thinking god make me with focus, joy, prizing of good... and then why god make her like this... she have so much imperfections so she think between walls of this i will love her but there are eveey girl on earth is beautiful accept her. they are better... and she's only weird girl on earth...a joker in cards and am king in cards... how will be match... she want i hate her, hate her so much make her see love is crule and hurt her so she can be free from every emotions.... she's waiting the day i hurt her... so she leave everyone.only one peice remains of heart she for me which she suppose to get broked...she want i show hee bad about love she dont want to trust she's scared of trust cause of past of her... love is something she's craving but scared of it.. i want to hug her i can see tears corner of hwe eyes in mirror..she wanted to tell me everything she been through but it qas past so she dont want i know about her anything. i look down biting lips....i wish i could take time in reverse and bring you early to me... she's still thinking she will prey for me and my happiness no matter what my dissions are... even if i dont chose her oe huet hwe leave her alone like her family unloved..she want i smile every moments , stay happy always, always on high.... dont get life like her... and my tears and bad should be her... she's thinking hwe life is always bad... and she can have my tears so i can smile.. she's thinking am the only one left reamins.. which she waiting for... her only option.. but she want my good. she's thinking i never leave her side. stay with hee always.. but then she's thinking if i keep her with me.. people will make my joke... a king of cards choose joker of cards... peoples will laugh on my choice.. saying i could get any one on earth which suit beside me... then why her... they will laugh on me... and she dont want to be reason of my any bad..
she's thinking she shouldnt exist, why even she exist... and now she's burden on me.. i need to take her care. she dont desurve anything good. why she's thinking she's ugly monster... a weird girl on warth which try hard to be like others but cant. she dont want anyone's help. she want to hide somewere far from this society...
she's thinking how and when hee self love turn into my love... she's falling so deep that from start of day to end, eveey moments her minds think about me... even her dreams also mine.. thinking i hijacked her soul and heart. she's saying i must be crazy to choose her...she wanted when we meet i have right to snatch me from eveeyone keep close inside my heart... why am so late...she dont want to live....everyone hate her is she this bad. shevs scared i think her bad... i hate her..
(ahhh! i cant read her mind more) tears fall down my cheeks, i cant control them! i getup and hug her tight!.
me: YOU AINT A MONSTER... YOU ARE ANGEL.. AND I PROMISE YOU THAT YOU NEVER BE UNLOVED BY ME! UNDERSTAND.
just shhh... am here now.. am sorey for bing late... but i was unable..am here for you i will never leave you at any cost... you are my only choice baby.. and my choice is great. joker is rare card in cardcase... which can turn match upside down... its just to different...it doesn't mean it is worthless...it is rare so worthfull.
its only card in casket which never can be same... i know there are lot of queens outside.. which can be more perfect than you maybe my idol types....but no one is like you.. understand this.. i dont want any perfect then you or same as you. it should be only you..i want only You. dont evwn dare to leqve me at any cost.. i will nevwe let you and you are not burden for me, never can be.. actually from yesterday i was thinking am so lucky cause now i will be close you, i will have chance presue you. i will be able to show my love for you. i want to show world how to love our partner....i want when it comes to happy love ending then peoples remind us.. i want to see my end with you. i want to comeplete your all wishes..you are not dumb! its fine.. to not know about few things... you will lurn them..in order..... it dont represent you dumb. now let me bring you food... you aint suppose to cry now am here to protect you.
i come down...feeling sad tears on cheek. i close eyes revising moments in morning how I tease her. a smile appared I really wanna do that with this diety but I respect her. how come i tell you what are you to me. only if you could here out my thoughts.
.
i was ruthless And that you shatters me like a someone pelted a stone on the mirror
Angels fade in comparison to your beauty
You manage to sprinkle frangrance from your glance
Prettiest in town or the my Miss World
Cease to shine in front of you
Come closer to me, get to know me
Damn ! When you look at me
I flutter like a feather in the breeze
I grew up like a mighty tree in the jungle
You made me shimmer like a lit candle
In your beauty, my heart
Tends to forget its state
And adapts itself to cuddle and pamper
For my journey to join your path
I walk along, Too scared to let you go
far away from me get your hand with mine so need no other one except you.
.
and now u cought my eyes only for you
.
bae i've Been Thinking Bout' Those Days
When You Were Still My Bae
Why Can't We Just Be Together
I Miss The Way You Smile , every minute
You'll Be Walking Down The Aisle, one day
Cause Its Me And You Forever
Babe I Want You Back In My Life, this time
And I Dont Need To Think About It Twice,
So Quit Playing The Games With My Mind
Come Back And Everything Will Be Alright
You're So Beautiful To Me,We Fit Together Perfectly.
Baby Get That In Your Head Now
I Don't Wanna Be Solo. Theres One More Thing You Should Know
Bae You Are The One. The Only One, no other one.
Baby You're One Of A, One Of A Kind. This Is Our Time .Baby You Know What I Want, Know What I Want. Girl Your Super Fine.
You Should Be Mine .Why Can't I Get You Out Of My Mind. This Is Our Time
Baby You Know What I Want, Know What I Want you should be mine there is no other one
Bae You Are The One,
The Only One
Baby You're One Of A, One Of A Kind
This Is Our Time
Baby You Know What I Want, Know What I Want
Girl Your Super Fine,
You Should Be Mine
Why Can't I Get You Out Of My Mind
This Is Our Time
Baby You Know What I Want, you know what I want
i want you but no other one, no other one
as I get back on sense from my daydreams I pick plates. the nights and life after marriage with you will be best thing in my life. one day you will walk in this house for forever to stay with me holding you in my arms teasing you all times doing some lovely thing togather getting family few if day dreams sound this great what about life with will be.
walking upside...
here...
{maid :
m1: did you saw that tears in Prince's eyes.
m2: hello sir... yah that girl seems so close to him... yah sir was crying and now acting lunatic. she must be something so sir behaving so diffrent.
m1: dont you saw how much he care about her love is 7th sense and sir is in that sense
m2: we will find out if they are married or not...yah maybe sir found her... we dont know... we will found then we call. what how she look.
m1: she's so beautiful. thick... nah she dont seems like from this world. or from this city.
(on phone)
???: i want her more details... send hee pic to me! (i want to see what is choice of my brother)